lalala

2009-12-01T18:12:00.001+08:00

I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY AFTERNOON TO COME!!!!!! FRIDAY MORNING! DONT COME! SUNDAY MORNING! DONT COME! SUNDAY AFTERNOON COMEEEEE!!! EXCITINGNESSSSSSS HOHOHOHO. CHRISTMAS IS COMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

2009-10-03T15:32:00.002+08:00

im quite screwed for torts test this tuesday. i haven't started studying. i had 2 hours to study this afternoon, but i napped for 1 hour, played piano for the other half, and now i'm blogging. i was supposed to start studying yesterday (well the rest of the world started last wk or even before that), but i went to look at unis instead. omg. i'm only studying so that i dont look so stupid. zzz. spent the whole of last night chatting with someone who felt exactly the same way as me. SIGH. i'm now tryna figure out if ucas will allow me to apply again given that i just rejected my offer last wk.

oops i forgot about my studies!

2009-09-25T11:57:00.003+08:00

It's the end of recess week. I've not started on any work at all. I've been going to the airport nearly everyday. All my friends have left :( i'm gonna be a loner now *sobs* why am i here :( oh well, at least i've ndp10 to look forward to. i hope i get tickets next year!

oh noooo i'm gonna misss shiyawong! karen,yijun,yiran,weiren tooo :(

2009-09-23T14:50:00.001+08:00

please dont fly off friends :(

2009-09-16T20:43:00.002+08:00

omg i just spent 2 whole days lazing around. i've no incentive to do any work at all. i've no incentive to do well in law school.

why why why :(

2009-09-13T15:02:00.002+08:00

i hate law (school) and i want to quit school :( this sucks. what to do. omg :( i needta find slacker friends. why in the world is everyone working so freaking hard. wth. i mean i know im v slack but wth, camp overnight in sch?! or till super late?! ok whatever. who cares. at least i've a life. ive not touched any work since thursday and i shouldnt be proud of it but i am. it's the weekend people. wth are you studying!

ok this attitude of mine has to go. i'm going to fail at this rate. this morning someone told me he was going to study consideration today and i went, "huh what's consideration" apparently we finished studying that in contracts already. WHOOPS. ive been spending my lectures surfing the net and tutorials chatting online (and surfing the net too) maybe i should stop bring krabpatz to school.

URGH omg I HATE SCHOOL I HATE SCHOOOL :( i'm so upset in school. why am i torturing myself!!!!!!!! the only reason i'm not ponning lectures at the moment is cos i fetch friends to school. otherwise, i wont be in school for any lecture! OMG :(

2009-09-10T23:53:00.003+08:00

whereareyoubbffff =(((((((((
ineedtotalktoyouuuuuuuu(costheresnooneelseicantalkto)
whythehellamiinlawschwthwthwthwthwthwth

egggciteddddd

2009-09-10T09:24:00.002+08:00

can't wait for this mon and next sat !!! :D:D hope it works out ! life's been busy, and quite interesting =) there's choir prac, touchrug, canoe polo and farewells to keep me busy the next 3 wks. too bad studies. i should be paying attn during torts! obviously i'm not. i dont even know why i'm blogging here when i know no one reads because if i were another person i also wont read my blog!

longtimenoseee

2009-09-06T18:54:00.003+08:00

Hello!!! I havent updated for some time i see xD ohmy it's sept, everyone's starting to fly off :( just sent shuhan off at the airport last night :( sigh, we all should have met up more esp after A's. Yiran's flying off this thurs too. i dont want 3rd wk of sept to come, i think ill have to be in the airport nearly everyday :( and shiya's gonna leaveeeeee :( sighhhhzzz

after sending shuhan off, went out for drinks/supper at this super coool place with ron, victor and mark! had quite a fun time catching up with them, playing truth (or truth) and taking pictures! we left at 1 something, sent all of them home by the time i reached home it was close to 3! my petrol dropped drastically! but yeah i had fun last night! hope we'll catch up sooon! they owe me $$ anywaysssss!

2009-08-24T12:35:00.002+08:00

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i love reading i love reading i love reading

2009-08-15T12:39:00.003+08:00

this is so worrying. everyone is so super hardcore. maybe i should be too. but ive to finish watching 24. i'm on the last disc. everyone has finished their assignment. i'm just starting. it's due tonight. ok no stress. there's still quite a few hours to go.

sigh, the 1st week of sch was sooo long and i only had lessons on 3 days :( there's alerady SO MUCH to read. i'm so not looking fwd to next week, and the many upcoming weeks. i'm soo dead for sls cos the first seminar was so super duper boring. and i totally stoned throughout the whole thing and didnt keep up with the discussion. zzz. cant pon too :(

yesterday was really fun though! since we didnt needta go to sch as torts tutorials havent started, cass clement eddy n i met up to do our assignment (ok i only managed to digest the case cos my case is sooo difficult to get thru. i felt so stupid reading itttt zzz). had macs and we wenta play lips at 4 plus! it was hilarious!

tmr's fun run. i havent exercised in forever. uh oh.

2009-07-15T23:38:00.000+08:00

omg people are so weird.

2009-07-15T21:38:00.002+08:00

oh yes national day is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everyone go to http://www.ndp.org.sg ! i'm listening to national day songs now.

2009-07-15T21:35:00.002+08:00

my life's getting busier! :D i've gone for law camp and union camp. i like OG 7! and hmm half of my other OG.

2009-05-11T15:58:00.002+08:00

omg this is terrible. i really dont know what to do :(:(

i'm done with my internship so now it's dsi 24/7! whoohoo. everyone should go get one! help. i'm stuck at level 9 of rhythm heavens. and i'm waiting for night to come so that waffles can go and bury the treasure chest in the desert before she goes and see mr fusilli.

and i still don't know what to do! urgh

bbf

2009-03-23T02:31:00.002+08:00

3/23/2009 12:13:10 AM im with you olivia it's ok la pek
3/23/2009 12:13:15 AM im with you olivia what are bbfs for
3/23/2009 12:13:16 AM im with you olivia :P
3/23/2009 12:13:20 AM olivia im with you for ever
3/23/2009 12:13:28 AM im with you olivia HHAHAHAHAAHAHA
3/23/2009 12:13:29 AM im with you olivia :D

bbfs are forever, gfs/bfs are whatever :)

:)

2009-03-07T00:08:00.001+08:00

im happy.

i screwed up 78% of my teenage life

2009-03-03T00:18:00.004+08:00

How much of your teenage life have you messed up ?

[x] Gotten detention.
[] Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[] Gotten suspended.
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum. (in primary 2! omg then i had to go staffroom and the teacher lectured me pls.)
[x] Gotten caught cheating on a test. (like duh. i think for ting xie or mo xie. haha. i know i got caught many times during tuition. cant rmb abt sch!)

Total: 3

[X] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times.
[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it. (hahhahha many many times! :D )
[] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class (nah, just punished and had to stand up or sit on the floor)

Total : 4

[x] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school. (hahhaha :P first time doing so was to watch a soccer match. lol)
[x] Texted people during class. (i think this happens everyday in jc)
[x] Passed notes.
[x]Threw stuff across the room. (hahha ya damn fun!)
[x] Laughed at the teacher. (zzz duh)

Total : 5

[] Pulled down the fire alarm (always wanted to :( but never had the guts to do so)
[X] Went on myspace , facebook , xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during school hours. (ya, i even talk on the phone during class just that the teacher never caught me)
[x] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc. during class.

Total : 3

[] Threw something at the teacher.
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code.
[X] Failed a class. (so many times....)
[x] Ate food during class. (ya, plus deliver food to other ppl too)

Total : 3

[x] Gotten a call from school. (yes quite a number of times in fact, from chinese teachers. but i never ever worry cos my mum doesnt understand much chinese :P )
[] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly. (nearly! haha)
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school.
[x] Gotten a detention and didn't go. (okay not really really detention? like cannot go for whole recess
[] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking. (possibly in sec 2? not sure)
[] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear. (i think so leh! i dont know)

Total : 3

[x] Faked your parents signature (only once in a blue blue blue mooon)
[x] Slept in class. (of cos lah!!!!!!!)
[] Cursed at a teacher to their face.
[x] Copied homework.

Total: 3

All total: 24

Multiply by 3: 72

haha i think it's definitely more than 72% lah. whatever not sure i just didn't check. hahhahaha. oh my. was i such a bad student :/ aiyah who cares.

i so bored

2009-02-26T20:19:00.003+08:00

A
- Available: i'm very free. i'm unemployed.
- Age: old
- Annoyance: i like to be the annoying one!
- Animal: pigs

B
- Beer: uh oh, so many calories
- Birthday: coming!! :)
- Best Friend(s): computer, tv
- Body Part on opposite sex: hahah dont know.
- Best feeling in the world: after a super good work out! havnt had that for a long time though ):
- Blind or Deaf: none
- Best weather: winter!
- Been in Love: yes, with food. still am.
- Been on stage : yes. hahha. i was punished for talking during silent reading. hahaha
- Believe in Magic: mm not really
- Believe in Santa: haha used to! xD

C
- Candy: necessary to keep awake during boring lectures in the past
- Color: hahahha yellow, orange, pink
- Chocolate/Vanilla: chocolate!!!!!
- Chinese/Mexican Food: chinese
- Cake or pie: pie
- Continent to visit: south america!
- Cheese: i only eat mozzerella. heh.

D
- Day or Night: nights pass much faster.
- Dancing in the rain: i like to play in the rain, but not dance.

E
- Eyes: perfect eyesight?
- Everyone's got: dont know.
- Ever failed a class?: duh

F
- First thoughts waking up: whats for breakfast
- Food: yummmm!

G
- Greatest Fear: dark.hahaha.
- Goals: im damn bad at scoring goals when i play soccer (which is hardly ever nowadays given how lousy i am)
- Gum: bubbleyum!
- Get along with your parents?: yeah, well most of the time...

H
- Hair Color: mine.
- Height: 171
- Happy: yeah, i just had a good dinner
- Holiday: christmas?
- How do you want to die: a peaceful death? dont know.

I
- Ice Cream:actually most, but i really really dont like vanilla and whatever tastes like cream and vanilla.
- Instrument: organ? but i cant play it. i dont like piano cause what i play doesnt come out nicely.

J
- Jewelry: erm, just simple earings.
- Job: UNEMPLOYED

K
- Kids: depends. dont like them in general.
- Kickboxing or karate: both!!! but my mum doesnt let me try karate :(
- Keep a journal?: not really. on-off

L
- Love: food
- Letter: O
- Laughed so hard you cried: yeah, many times.

M
- Milk flavor: :S gross
- Movies: i dont really enjoy watching movies in general leh.
- Motion sickness?: when i read.
- McD’s or BK: mm macs!

N
- Number: 3

O
- One wish: ee why only one! i thought the genie gives three :(

P
- Perfect Pizza: hawaiian
- Pepsi/Coke: coke

Q
- Quail: hmm i dont like the eggs

R
- Reason to cry: korean drama very sad :(
- Reality T.V.: amazing race! but i watch it religiously
- Radio Station: none
- Roll your tongue in a circle: dont konw
- Ring size: dont know

S
- Song: home
- Shoe size: my feet very big. so embarrassing. shd have binded my feet
- Salad Dressing: balsamic vinegar?
- Sushi: salmon
- Skinny dipped?: no...
- In the shower?: i shower really really quickly. MUCH faster than both of my brothers
- Strawberries/Blueberries: depends if they're sweet or sour

T
- Tattoos?: nooooo.
- Time for bed: nowadays? like.. 2plus? haha.
- Thunderstorms: hahahhhaha excuse not to exercise!

U
- Unpredictable: weather?

V
- Vacation spot(s): anywhere can lah!

W
- Weakness: food
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: hmmm shiya? dont know!
- Who makes you laugh the most: shawn!
- Worst feeling: being embarrassed
- Wanted to be a model: eh, i wont mind if i had a bmi of 14 or 15. hahhahaha but im not sure either.
- Worst Weather: when it's super hot and humid. ugh.

X
- X-Rays: zzz i want to go home play computer.

Y
- Year it is now: 2009
- Yellow: yellow dirty fellow

Z
- Zoo animal: horse

oliology

2009-02-09T01:48:00.002+08:00

hi angel.

***********FOOD-OLOGY***************

What is your salad dressing of choice?
balsamic vinegar? i think.

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
hmm i prefer eating at hawker centres! better food! and cheaper too

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
my mum's pasta.

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
Hawaiian! :)

What do you like to put on your toast?
peanut butter

**********TECHNOLOGY***************

How many television sets are in your house?
2! i have one in my room now to play the xbox xP

What color of cell phone do you have?
white/red

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
haha erm, not really? unless hair/saliva/skin/nail is counted. lol

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
the canteen table in compassvale sec

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
Nope!

************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
i won't mind. but i dont mind not knowing either!

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
i like my name :)

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
yea!! ok actually i dont know. depends if i like the taste of the hot sauce.

************DUMBOLOGY******************

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
1

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
neverrrr

Last person you talked to?
online? shawn. in person then my mother.

Last person you hugged?
dont know/remember!

**************FAVORITOLOGY****************

Season?
Spring :) or autumn. then i can run around and play with the leaves.

Holiday?
national day! christmas is good toooo!

Day of the week?
no preference. depends if i've plans!

Month?
at the moment, march!

***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

Missing someone?
no

Mood?
weird

What are you listening to?
the fan

Watching?
the computer screen?

Worrying about?
alot of things, especially when ive nothing to do.

***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************

First place you went this morning?
haha toilet? i was in compassvale sec the entire morning

What's the last movie you saw?
changeling

Do you smile often?
depends. what do you think?

QUESTIONS

1)Do you always answer your phone?
no, unless i feel it vibrating. even when it's not on silent/vibration, by the time i get to my phone, it'll have stopped ringing. i move too slowly.

2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
shawn who just finished clubbing

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
i'm fine with mine :)

4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
chilli. ok wait i dont even know what sonic is.

5) Do you own a digital camera?
yupp! my aunty gave me her extra camera!

6) Have you ever had a pet fish?
yes. i think they were all traumatized by my brothers and i. we pat them like pet fish. and they'll get all scared.

7) Favorite Christmas song?
hmm no particular favourite since i like many! away in the manger, first noel, o come o ye faithful

8) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
secret. haha kidding. i dont know.

9) Can you do push ups?
male push ups? none unfortunately. i have no muscles.

10) Can you do a chin up?
what dyou think!

11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
excited, but worried too.

12) Do you have any saved texts?
unfortunately yes

13) Ever been in a car wreck?
nope!

14) Do you have an accent?
well i prob do to a foriegner?

15) What is the last song to make you cry?
i dont think i cry because of the song, but more because i'm sad/touched when i listen to the song? i cant rmb what the song is though.

16) Plans tonight?
hm it's night.

17) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
yeah

18) Name 3 things you bought in the last week.
food

19) Have you ever been given roses?
i cant remember. dont think so leh. so sad right.

20) Current worry?
friendship. i think.

21) Current hate right now?
i dont hate anyone. but i hate things like celery

22) Met someone who changed your life?
Yup, but no one person in particular though. and none of those in mind had a super significant influnece on me

23) How did you bring in the New Year!
playing wii. how exciting.

24) What song represents you?
Home. hahah kidding! i dont know!

25) Name three people who might complete this?
NO ONE. because no one reads my blog

26) What were you doing at 12 AM last night?
showering in the men's toilet.

27) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
oh my gosh i am late!!! all the campers must be in the court yard by now (btw, i wasn't!)

retarded

2009-02-04T20:27:00.002+08:00

i did 2 days of work for nothing. okay i got paid. but the company wasted their money on me. i am so not going to do admin work ever again! i think even being a road sweeper is better pls >< at least you get to walk = exercise = lose weight? this job only makes my eyesight deteriorate and my butt even bigger.

i am also very stupid/clumsy, or maybe it's cos im fated never to exercise ever again. last wed i wenta play tennis with donny and danzel, and when i got out of the car, i tripped and lost my balance. when i came home, i thought i left sth in the car so i rushed out, but i didnt see the metal protrusion on the ground (u know when the gates close they meet at this metal thing on the ground), and i tripped and fell on the road, quite badly in fact. by the time i got to the toilet, the blood dripped to my foot? hahah. lol. oh and i forgot to mention. just that morning, i woke up, walked down, and fell down half a flight of stairs.

anyway, as much as the phone reminds me not to reply, i did in the end. because i forgot who that name belonged to.

January

2009-02-01T12:15:00.003+08:00

Met 402 Clique for baking and dinner!

Chinese New Year with touchruggers!

Shawn's Birthday Celebration!

7C CNY Gathering at Adeline's Place!

my updated phonebook

2009-01-12T00:03:00.002+08:00

because i was so bored last night, i updated my phonebook! now i am so tickled when people like my mum call.

i've names such as...
- my chauffeur
- cfo ___
- mimosa walk
- 4 houses
- __kukukoofus
- kaptain kasper
- do NOT reply!!
- reply1dayl8r
- poker king
- mr chemistry __
- ___alaosai
- mr chinese teacher

i think ive 1 or 2 more which i cant rmb now. mm any of them sounds like you? i have yet to think of more names...

samkwek i am updating

2009-01-11T18:19:00.004+08:00

life's been okay i guess.

monday:
touch with usual touch ruggers and ruggers in the morning

7c friends came over at night. played halo, had dinner, played poker :

tuesday: shiya and pris came over to monopoly

wednesday: went out with 7c clique, ron and lionel at night. quite a fun experience. lol. haha.

thurs: touch farewell for coaches

yupp. plus driving nearly everyday. ive been falling aslp while driving.. lol. hmm quite a happening week come to think of it...

but since friday, i have been really bored. i want to play monopoly. to whoever's reading this (hmm i wonder who... i dont think anyone!)

PLEASE VISIT ME! :(

i've cleaned up my room so it's now more presentable. if you come to my house we can play monopoly, pictionary, cranium, poker. i have xbox in my room too! so we can play halo (thats the only game i enjoy unfortunately) or watch dvds. plus, my fridge and pantry is constantly stocked so you dont need to worry about going hungry!

so what are you waiting for!! sms me now and arrange a date! :)

i need a job! and a personal trainer. oh, i wanna play tennis too! anyone wanna play with me? :) btw i am really lousy!! i haven't played in ages.

MC and HNY (in adv)

2008-12-29T11:36:00.003+08:00

i keep procrastinating. and this is very bad. i have about 3 days left. or 4.

aside from stupid uni apps, which i havent started on, life has been quite okay. eating alot. as usual. my fridge is disgustingly full. there's a new cake in there nearly every day.

i need to start exercising. i'm so sad :( the week before i left for vietnam, i played touch 3x and i amazingly lost 1.5kg, but after i came back i put on more than i lost. and i've become more unfit. the worst thing was that i only discoverd there was a gym there on the day i left vietnam!!! and i spent alll my freee time either on the net or watching tvvvvv :(:(:( anyway, i wanna play touch again soon as much as i suck and am more of an obstruction than anything else.

christmas was ok too. i rmb the day before xmas eve, audrey and i were frantically hunting for sth to wear, and both of us walked the whole of orchard and later met, walked the whole of vivocity, rushed home empty handed (oh, we bought food), eat, bathe, went for prac >:( yupp on xmas eve, driving, met a couple of 2/2 ppl, found clothes, dinner, xmas mass. after mass samkoh, fel, gabriel, raphael, greg & erica came over. played bluff and some game that old ladies play. after that we went greg's house to play monopoly and i think raphael cheated. then went back to my hse and watched some really boring movie. then they left at 7am. mm then lunch and dinner.

boxing day was boring. then sat sth really funny happened during prac. lol. then after mass, greg tried to organise some movie outing but last min cancel. so we decided to go for ice cream instead. since the lims were lazy, we bought ice cream and went to their house to play bluff and some rubbish drinking water game. i think i drank more water than i normally do in 2 days. ugh. the worst part of it was that i kept sabo-ing myself >:( but it was quite retarded and funny.

i need to find something to do. i'm apparently driving my mother up the wall but i dont think so? lol. companies every where are laying off workers. obviously i wont stand a chance to get a job (excluding those in the svc industry) all the big big ppl told me to use the time to STUDY. mm maybe i should go and take some diploma thingy at shatec or bitc? that'd be quite fun. just that it's ex and it's 2 years for the former and mm not sure about the latter. i think when i grow up, i wanna open my own food company. hehhehe. i was thinking of selling sandwiches and coffee but my mother say tang bo lui. or what about an ice cream parlour? or a chocolate factory? mmmmm...

oh i signed up for relief teaching. hahahhahahaha. my subjects in order of preference are Pri school: PE, Civics & Moral ed, Health education, Math, Eng, Science, sec sch geog. i wanted to put chinese down too. but i realisd that i cant even say 3 sentences fluently and confidently. sigh. even after learning chiense for 14 years. everyone who goes for lunch/dinner with me and a chiense restaurant laughs at me when i try to converse with the waiters and waitresses.

it's been long since ive done such a lengthy and boring post. i doubt anyone even finished reading. if you did, here's a clap for you. *clap*

have a nice day!

2008-12-24T02:11:00.003+08:00

1) i really dislike shopping for an occasion.
2) i am really stupid.
3) it's christmas eve :)

2008-11-21T16:09:00.000+08:00

I AM SO BOREDDDDDDDDD :((((((((99

2008-11-13T14:27:00.002+08:00

24 and a half more hours.

i've never felt stupider in my whole life. like really. sigh. when i think back on what i wrote for my human geog drq, i really want to kill myself. and no wonder i had no time for my essay, which i could score in because i studied that just before entering the exam room.. and why... because i wrote one and a half pages for a 4 mark question. i am so so stupid. and it's bad because people from nj said it was easy, and ppl in hci and aj said it was manageable. i dont want to collect my a level results. sigh. i should not have gone to jc. actually, maybe i shouldnt have done GCME. no one else has 2 papers twice throughout a levels. at least i dont think so. for us, it's as good as 2 papers 3 times because we just had econs yesterday afternoon? and this morning geog. wahlauehhhhhhhhhhhh. they should have given us the time table before we selected our combinations. WHATEVER, if i was a super mugger or a genius, i wouldnt even be feeling this way.

i shall study very very very hard for sats. but even then, maybe i have to redo a levels? i dont know. and i hate my hand for not being able to write normally for my past 3 papers. ahhh whatever. i shall not look at my geog paper anymore if not i think i will kill myself for being such an idiot.

:(:(:(:(::((:::(:(:(:(:(::( at least there is hope for my 9 mark physical geog question. to get near a pass. and not 0. unless cambridge markers decide to be very very mean.

i just finihsed half a bag of potato chips. im 2 days away from my project losefatgetfab so i shall just enjoy and suffer later. tv calls before sleep then tmr, chem. no mood to do anything alreadyyyyyyyyy

2008-11-11T17:17:00.003+08:00

i cannot be any stupider than this. really. I COPIED THE STUIPD ORGANIC COMPOUND WRONGLY!!!!!!!!! AND BECAUSE OF THAT, I HAVE ONE WHOLE PAGE OF 5 MARKS OUT OF 60 GONE. AND I THOUGHT I COULD GET FULL MARKS, COS I WAS QUITE CONFIDENT THAT THEY WERE RIGHT. NO WONDER SO MANY THINGS COULDNT REACT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAHHHHHH. and wth. transition metals 21 marks?!?!??!?!??!?!??!?!?!?! isnt inorganic only supposed to account for 16% of the paper??! and i finally know my nitro 2 well, but it didnt come out! and kinetics and gas also didn't come out!! what's with cambridge man.

and then econs they went to set some weirdo micro questions.and my hand decided to cramp throughout the entire paper so i was writing as slow as.. uh. i want to say snail but snails can't write. whatever. i was writing super super super slowly and i was damn kanchiong because my hand would not write what my brain was saying fast enough.

omg maybe i need to redo a levels. sigh i thought i could use today/tmr to study geog, since my human geog is as good as untouched. but no, i have to study econs now. because i screwed them up.

sigh. if only there weren't a levels then i wont be losing to the super hardworking and dilligent people. if only everything could be GAT. i'll be so happy because i think i'm quite good at that. and it's fun doing it. and no need to study. anyway i shall console myself, i always dont perform during exams! (then again, i also dont perform during class work and tests so who am i trying to kid) nevermind, there's more to life. there is prison break! episode 10! bye!

2008-11-07T14:23:00.003+08:00

:( where were inequalities and matrices?!?!?!?!?! i couldnt solve the stupid loci/complex no. question (i'm expecting to get 0 for it and i'm actually quite sure about it), i couldn't solve FUNCTIONS (and it was FIVE marks). how stupid can i be. i got non-real roots?!?!?!?!! and the stupid integration question. damn easy, just press calculator. but it said solve "numerically" and i thought i had to do it manually?!??!?! so obviously i didn't get an answer because it cant be solved with my limited integration techniques.

i thought math can get A, now i think i should just hope for a B. and the last qn so easy, i also dont know how to do. i solved everything, but i didn't know what to do with my answers. Y=aX+b. and i was damn worried after i spent 25 minutes on the first qn, because everyone nx page already. so i kept rushing. :(((((( i should have been less careless for my paper 1 :( i'll be the biggest joke if i dont get A for math. because everyone else gets A for math :(:( it felt a bit like prelims. that's how bad it was :(

and i'm being an idiot trying to console myself after every exam that it's ONLY A's, and that there are many people who make it even without going to jc. so... yes, if i do badly, it's not the end of the world. anyway, why should i even study when i'm young. i can just grow up and get married and be ummm a taitai or sth. heehee. or i can go and practise and become someone who sells US $25 000 cakes for celebrities.

anw, i realised how bad national exams are. if your cohort is smart then too bad for you :( so after math, i was hoping that people were cursing at the math paper in other schools. this is bad. it's like.... hehehh i shall show off my chinese (i hope i use it correctly!) having some xing zai le huo mentality. sigh. and i think alot of people found the chem paper really easy and karen said that alot of ppl are prob gna get full marks, but im not even sure if i answered anything right. whatever, i'll be quite contented with a B i think? after all, getting a B would already be a huge improvement from my current marks.

i'm damn slack. im not even working hard even though i'm in the midst of As. i think i know why today's paper was so bad, audrey forgot to sms me this morning. and im still disappointed with my geog. and obviously today's paper. and actually, you know what, every paper. oh well, nothing i can do about it. i shall be.. happy.

econs, chem paper 1 and 2, and human geog to go! yayy! go go go!! :D:D

2008-11-06T15:03:00.002+08:00

this is so depressing i found out how many marks i minused so far because i was either careless or my memory failed me.

1) on the morning of math paper, i went through cosine formula and formula for area of parallelogram, and i forgot BOTH during the paper. i threw away some 4 marks plus because of that. then i very smart, i didn't know what cartesian was, and i gave in vector form, minus prob 1 or 2.

2) I REJECTED THE WRONG VALUE!!!! no wonder everyone got october/nov and i got april. i accepted the NEGATIVE value. sigh. so i minus 2 marks there. one for wrong answer, one for wrong month

3) i changed my correct answer to wrong answer for the family of solution curves. i was wondering how can they make it so easy. just add one and minus one, so i went to complicate things. hmpfff. minus another 2-3 marks.

4) i was careless when differentiating for maclaurin's series!!!!!!!!!!!!! i forgot to bring down the 2secx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sigh. i minus so many marks already. not including what i didn't know how to do e.g. if ad=bc, what happens to the graph; or if all 3 planes do not intersect, what happens to _ and _. hopefully no more careless mistakes :( i hope everyone was just as careless if not more careless than me. but i'm so pleased that i managed to solve the recurrence relation using my GC! :D

anyway, today was chem paper 3. i think i've become immune to any post-chem-paper feelings. i dont even feel happy/sad, thought the paper was easy/tough. because, i realised that no matter what i feel, i still get the same marks! and i had not enough time, because i got stuck on the first qn (not that i managed to solve it correctly eventually..), and after that i just kept rushing like mad.

but im so glad, no more chem paper 3s forever and everrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!! and i regret not going through my inorganic and bonding well. super alot came out on that today :/ so ive no idea if what i wrote was correc or wrong. sighh ><

nvm tmr's math paper 2. hopefully i'm not so careless. i still rmb how i press calculator until probability became 1 and i actually wrote 1.

and i have 4 days to study econs/HUMAN GEOG/chem. i have yet to start on the first 2. good luck to me. but it's as if ionic product already exceeded ksp. and omg tiffany is damn funny. one of the qns today was abt the litmus colour. then she said sth like, i know why red litmus turn blue! because obama won. hehehe.

i should stop slacking. ive been home since 11 plus and it's alr 3something. ytd i watched kindergarten cop and after it finished, i realised ive watched it before. and today i watched casino royale again! kk time to zzz then it's time for math! last math paper 2! xP after tmr, i'm more than half done with As. is this exciting or what.

2008-11-03T18:00:00.003+08:00

how can i be so stupid :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( i came out with a good feeling, but now, not at all. omg. omg. i am the stupidest thing. my whole litho essay is screwed up thanks to my stupidity and my stupid way of reasoning. i only had half hour for that essay and because i was SO confident that i could do the first part well on the basis that i understood the qn, i could get full marks, so i left like what. 10 mins for the other part but i was thinking nvm lah let the first part pull it up.

BUT NOW I AM GOING TO GET ZERO FOR THE FRICKIN FIRST PART BECAUSE I THOUGHT THEORY OF PLATE TECTONICS WAS THEORY OF CONTINETNAL DRIFT. AND I KNOW BOTH OF THEMM!!!!!!!!!!!! IF I WROTE THE RIGHT ONE, ALSO PROB CAN GET NEAR FULL MARKS (i think). BUT OMG I STUPIDLY WROTE THE CONTINENTAL DRIFT BECAUSE I DIDN'T REALISE/FORGOT THAT THE SUBDUCTION HYPOTHESIS AND SEA-FLOOR SPREADING HYPOTHESIS WAS COLLECTIVELY CALLLED THE THEORY OF PLATE TECTONICS. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE KILL ME NOW. OMG :( IT'S ONE QUARTER OF MY MARKS. ARGHHHHH. AND THIS IS A LEVELS. IT'S NOT PRELIMS OR SOME OTHER TEST :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( OMG OMG.

at least i think my other essay was okay. and drq was ok too (I THINK) just that it was weird and i didn't read through quite a few things e.g. greenhouse effect and FIELDWORK TECHNIQUES. oh my gosh. im the biggest idiot in the whole world.

NVM IT'S OVERRRRR.

2008-11-02T09:26:00.003+08:00

how am i going to lose enough weight and get fit in two and a half weeks?!?!?!?!?!!!! i was calculating. 4 hours of physical activity each day. i can't even find a way to fill up the 4 hours for the FIRST day. and if i do so much on the first day... i dont think i can continue.

i know. i shall alternate. one day work my arms, one day work my legs. anyone want to join me? you can book a time slot with me. free of charge!

why am i worrying about this. A's START TMRRRRR. I GG LIAOZZZZZ ZOMGGGG.

i hope the bell curve does it's work :( and why do my parents only know people with smart kids? suckz man. president scholar, saf scholar, IB perfect schore, perfect score for sats, so and so has one daughter in yale one in duke..

kk whatever i dont care. in less than 2 weeks, i can start on my project lose weight get fit for REAL.

2008-10-29T23:55:00.003+08:00

today's ending in 2 mins and it's going to be thursday. a levels are on monday. and today, i watched one episode of lovers in paris, one episode of golden bride, and INSPECTOR GADGET. i need to be more disciplined.

im so unprepared for a levels. i didn't think i would be at the start of the year. i thought i'll be like other people who have finished studying who knows when. e.g. my 77/100 for chem classmate who asked me why i want to study now when there's no need to. because studying for prelims was supposed to be equivilent to studying for a levels. so by right, everything should have been there since prelims.

but he's different. actually, wait, i think i'm the one who's different. because. im not unlike him and everyone else (i should have been though) i didn't study very much. actually you know what. i think i studied quite hard already lor. considering how i haven't studied in my whole life. i didn't study for psle. lower sec- i rmb the night before math exam, i will try the last question of every topic. can do means can move on. upper sec, on the morning of chem or physics test, i'd wake up at 5am to try to put whatever forumlae in my brain. and j1.. haha first time i put in a bit of effort 1-2 wks before CT/promos. and now, i am putting a bit more effort........ not bad not bad.

i can't finish studying. i havent started on human geog AT ALL.

i should stop wasting time. and study!!!!! im worried for math and chem and econs and geog and gp. which is everytyhing. in descending order. i hope statistics and trends are reliable.

2008-10-17T00:57:00.004+08:00

i have 16 more days. at the rate im going, im not gng to be able to finish studying. for example, i only did half a math prelim paper and 1 chem paper one today.

2008-09-28T00:47:00.002+08:00

i havent laughed so much in so long. hahahahhahhahahhaha. today was very fun. even though i had promised myself to do some work since i went out shopping for clothes for today yesterday. it was quite funny. both of us wore the exact same thing. and we bought it cos we had no choice because the shop was closing. and rachel is surprisingly tolerant! and she learns fast!

2008-09-25T09:34:00.003+08:00

1. Academic results (J1 & J2 in a table so I can see at A GLANCE)
2. CCA - esp leadership positions & achievements
3. CIP - with reflections
4. Any other external activities & achievements (give me copies of
certs)
5. Hobbies, leisure activities, special interests.
6. Personal statement/self evaluation - significant info on
background, aspirations, strength & weaknesses, what you hope to
pursue in the university
7. Peer evaluation by people who know you well, esp those you work
with, eg PW, GP Projects etc. APPEND YOUR NAME AND YOUR FRIEND'S
NAME.At least one from your own Civics Group and others from RJC
8. Anything else you think I should know.

didn't you say middle october? why did the deadline jump to tmr? and what about all that we have done during civics!

this is so annoying. at least i found alot of stuff in my computer which i thought disappeared forever. im very happy. and i spent $41.10 printing out 137 photos. at least i do not need to worry so much whenever my brother spoils the computer.

and i am so unfit. yet i am not doing anything about it. because going out to run will prove to be more depressing than satisfying. the thought of car drivers and other people exercising seeing me panting heavily and my thunder thighs is really horrible and the most depressing thing of all is that i cannot fit into anything in my cupboard (which explains why ive been running late for alot of gatherings/meetings etc.) its cos i have nothing to wear. that's why the only thing i am on time for is school. because my school uniform is big (well it used to) i should plunge into depression and say bye to my 23498372948327 meals a day. but you know what. i dont think i should becuase i eat more when i am depressed or stressed. sigh. the best way is to sleep. when i sleep, i dont eat. just that i automatically wake up during meal times and i wake up before 7 everyday no matter what time i sleep. come to think of it, i shouldnt have printed my pictures, they just make me more depressed upon seeing how much leaner i used to be (k i wasnt that lean, but the difference is obvious and haha people have told me that, and my clothes tell me that everyday!) my face is so much rounder and it's so horrible and i shall not take photos unnecessarily as of today (it was decided on last night, but whatever, today). my project get fit lose weight was supposed to start on monday. i started on tuesday. but it didn't continue after that. nevermind, it shall start, soon. yes it shall. it's time to put my words into action. i always say that. but my great plans never materialise. no no, i shall change, nothing is impossible! the person in last wk's mind your body was 69kg at her heaviest and she looks nothing like it today. yeap. i can do it! oh no . actually i can't. can the entire world get fat instead so that i would look slimmer? maybe that's easier.

goodbye.

2008-09-17T08:21:00.003+08:00

i took more than 2 hours, and i got 18/40.

2nd paper, 22/40

i improved 4 marks.

assuming i improve at this rate, i will need to do another 4.25 = 5 (rounded up to nearest whole number) papers so that i will get 40 over 40.

impossible is nothing!!!

unless i improve at an exponential rate.. that'll be even better

2008-09-13T01:35:00.002+08:00

why like that! :( i hate myself :( the only subject i could (quite definitely) pass and i wasted flkajdpfoawfLkjdfas nearly 2 hours, not because i wanted to. what made it worse was i couldnt relax cos i was wasting time. then last part of cos panic cos i had... like 3 8 mark qns blank and 1 9mark qn blank when i had only half hr left. so my mind was blank. i couldnt rmb everything. at least milankovitch and heat island came out.

anw chem was quite.. haha an interesting experience cos i went in knowing im not gna pass already. before 4am, i last did chem a wk back. get the paper, first qn. omg dont know, skip. go nx one. then i thought my time management quite ok. like 945 i did abt 2.5 qns (we're supposed to do 4) THEN THE TEACHER SAID "YOU HAVE 15 MORE MIN" O.O

maybe i should just go into all my exams with damn low expectations then will be super calm. like chem. i was super super calm cos i know i dont know how to do. but i was so calm that i had no urgency to do quick (aft all i was thinking do faster for what, surely got extra time since everything dont know how to do) that's why i had no time in the end. math was damn screwed up. econz i didnt talk about the damn multiplier when apparently that was the most impt thing. and it's 25 marks! no wonder i had nothing to write >:(

i didn't do work aft 530. i shall slack till tmr morning. today was too much. 4am, then chem paper, then 1030-215 study geog then paper. prisonbreak 4's out and ive watched the 1st 3 eps :D

sigh. i have to study very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very after prelims.

i need to. if not im gng to do the worst in the school. sigh.

2008-09-04T23:50:00.002+08:00

i hate chem. why did i do chem. or why am i so stupid and just cannot do chem. chem is the most demoralizing thing in the world. when i think about how i cant do chem. i even think about giving up on my life because i cannot do chem and i wont be able to do well in (or maybe even pass) a levels. omg. ive started to convince myself i dont need 4 As since it's nearly impossible for me to get one for chem. omg why did i do chem!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i hate myself for doing that. i hate chem i hate chem. omg go and die chem. i dont even plan to do anything with chem in the future. how am i supposed to apply what ksp or van der waals forces or whatever shitz into my life manz. zomg. i only did chem because i had not enough units! zomg. i shd have done lit. just that i dont read. but chem has always been my second worst subject. yup. at least i dont do physics! the subject where i failed more tests than passed.

i am wasting time now because i am so annoyed with myself for spending the whole day on chem and it wasnt a productive day because i did less than 10 qns the whole day.

i shall eat and be happy. goodnight

2008-07-08T23:14:00.004+08:00

I didn't do any work over the long weekend :( but i had good fun on saturday and sunday :)

Saturday had beach touch! Rockin' Elusive Bananas, and Esther and the YCK warriors! Considering we havent played touch for super long, REB did quite well! We went up to semis and lost. though it was kidna wasted cos we were 3-0 up and we ended up losing 3-4 on sudden death, when the game is only 5 minutes long! >< haha my other team got thrashed. but was still fun playing with them. all of us live in mimosa- harresh, kevin, adriel and me! super cool right. after watching the finals we hung around for a while and played against RDR (the other team) then against some random guys. then we headed back to school for touch rug camp.

haha then the school gate was locked so we climbed over the fence! then ate dinner. i ate so much. i had more than 1.5 packets of catered food. finished ingredients and left a little bit of rice behind. most didnt even finish their one packet :( k then played games and all that. then stayed up till 3 talking to the j2s who stayed over :) was really nice. and it must be my habit or sth. at 1 am i was HUNGRY. when i ate so much for dinner at 9pm :/

sunday morning left at 8am went to eat prawn mee at macpherson with my parents! as usual i ordered a bigger portion with pig's intestines :D then went home, shower, went for church funfair. instead of helping out at the stall, i went off with mag and samkoh (and audrey later) to BUY FOOD! haha. then pigged out like pigs. hehehhe. then went back to school for farewell. omg the j1s are super sweeeet. then ate a little bit of the lunch they gave cos i was waaaay tooo fulll to eat alot. so ate some otherwise i'd feel my 5bucks was wasted.

monday. i was a pig. i napped 5 times in total. each nap was AT LEAST 1 hour long. longest was 3 hours. i woke up to eat, thinking that eating will keep me awake so that i can go and do my work. apparently not. the more i ate, the sleepier i got. and by the time i realised that, it was midnight. then i found a cd... with pictures! hahaha kk time for pictures!

Look! Tesseract! :D

Beach touch!

That's Esther and the YCK warriors!
This pic below's the awesome Rockin' elusive bananas!

And this is all of us!

for more go to angel's blog. most, if not all, were from my camera. unless she has updated with some of yj's pics too.

all right, good night.

i have a small appetite

2008-06-16T22:39:00.004+08:00

not. so my cousin had this challenge for us. whoever could finish the giant burger plus all the fries, he'll pay. i didn't bother taking part since i prob cant finish and i shouldnt be overeating tooo much given my weight. the rest did though. quite expectedly, my cousins and brothers didn't finish their food. danzel, donny and greg did quite well. finish burger (tiny bit of bread left which they just coudlnt stuff down) plus some of their fries. but the burger was really big. dont even know why jon even bothered taking part in the challenge when i eat more than him -.- and i ate more than him even when i even in the challenge! i ate my food, plus quite a bit of danzel's fries >< plus i had a bag of chips before dinner and an ice cream when i got home from dinner :S no wonder he's taller than me but lighter than me.

k that was friday. saturday was spent like every other saturday. then sunday mag and i went to eat breakfast together! after 5 days of jogging, we deserved it! first we went to cafeela hoping to eat our roti john. then dont have! so we went to the shop beside it, but we discovered that their prata was 90cents! and their roti john wasn't nice from past exp. so we ran off to thasevi. and they dint have rotijohn so we settled on murtabak (?) and prata. followed by soybean from selegie. haha. ><

today i dont know i am not in the mood to study. stupid me. i told myself i would get down to studying after resting for 2 whole days over the weekend. i bought 5 boxes of oreo ice cream. the nice blue box one. not the moo one. it's 46% off at cold storage.

i miss being naughty

2008-06-09T22:12:00.002+08:00

i met adabelle today! to pass her my jacket then sat at starbucks to catch up with her. and we started talking about sec1/2 days. haha we were actually such troublemakers. but it was prob the most fun school days i had. i miss sec1/2. esp sec 1, when we were in the same njrc group. tesseract :D

mm lets see. in sec 1, we were ALWAYS late for cldds (sometimes more than 1 hour late) cos we would go for lunch at either united or novena sq to eat then go supermarketing for things to sell! then 1 day weng lao shi got damn pissed at us onwe day and spent the entire chinese lesson scolding us.

and there was one time during morning assembly, we were changing the lyrics of the national anthem. like replacing using vulgarities and stupid words so we were laughing nonstop and the principal lectured us.

then in sec 2 when the 10 dollar note came out, i was showing adabelle and we were busy talking about it, and looking at it. and the discipline mistress had apparently said: ms pek and her friend. over the mic 3 times before the girl infront nudged me.

and science pracs were the best! played with the distilled water every lesson. randomly concoct our own experiments. and there's this one lesson which i would never ever forget. adabelle, prisw, mich, me (not sure if anyone else) were playing the boob whacking game. so we were running around the lab with our arms covering that place. and teacher called me up to the front to explain what was going on and i said that i was feeling cold.

and i can still rmb how i argued with my science teacher over buildings and computers being black. because black absorbs heat very well. how my teacher made me eat raw onions for talking nonsense nonstop duing home econs- i still rmb i was going on on how it wasnt a good morning because it was raining. how my sc teacher was telling me i should study hard and i asked her how to study soft. and she called me qianbian but i didn't understand what that meant.

ahh. i feel so old. and i can't believe i was such a troublemaker given that girls are normally not so playful (there are still more stories but i shant bother writing anymore). but i feel glad that i was otherwise school would have been so dull. i miss lower sec days ):

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2008-06-06T03:10:00.002+08:00

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we will get there!

2008-06-01T10:17:00.002+08:00

oh no e balloting is over. mag! how?! nvm im sure we can find tix somehow! we will geet there!!

this yr's website is good. you can play the songs so easily. click here! singapore <33333

you unhealthy girl

2008-05-29T01:45:00.003+08:00

Can't wait for friday! :D and next Tuesday! i'm supposed to go mount k with yaya end of year! (we were supposed to since sec 4. haha) but we shall this yr for sure, ya? we can go do the via ferrata climbing thing! look!

My studying isn't coming along well. i finally got down to doing a bit of work today (ya i know everyone else prob started like even before school closed). and even then, i didn't do much. just some complex numbers. i dont like complex numbers. i dont know why i cant get the topic so i cant do the qtns.

i should eat dinner later. 7 is prob too early cos i was super hungry at 12 plus so rather than waiting till breakfast, i had... a midnight meal (ya, not just snack..)

i really need to exercise! i feel so lethargic and fat and unhealthy but i'm too lazy to go for a run. i read today that for good skin, we should exercise 5x a wk, for at least 30mins each time. no wonder my skin isnt good.

i doubt i'm going to be allowed to play contact :( and the bruise on my arm is slowly fading away. but there's still one lump there. what if it's dead flesh or some tumour :/ :/ ahh!

ewvewrwyoneww is telling mew to not ewawt so much. ok i shall trwy to. starwwting from tmrw (which is today cos it's past midnight)

hi holidays

2008-05-27T10:37:00.002+08:00

My weekend was pretty happening with two competitions and rw project. sat we had m1 round 2. it's quite sad how we finally started playing quite well cos that was our last competition together as a team frwom rj. now there are no more trainings, no more 6v6 competitions for us ):

Sunday played blacks fun touch with pris karen yijun val. milo dinosaur ftw! we took part in u21 girls and we were up against ppl from sp, blacks, ourw seniors etc etc. we were kinda mentally prepared to get thrashed actually. haha. but our pool round games weren't too bad. 3-4, 3-5, 3-2. quite a small score difference. then we went on to bowl quarters where we won tj. bowl semis won saints B, thewn bowl finals won quickfeet! so we got bowl champs and we have a trophy!

rushed off to go shopping thewn rproject. karen, bong, weiren, mel were modelling. they were so pretty. haha. mm took pics then sat down for a while at starbucks with yaya yijun and kevin. then went home and ate alot thinking it was 11 plus. when it was 1240. haha so i slept close to 4 that day.

my computer is so screwed. people who talk to me on msn should know. i just spent a good 10mins deleting "w"s from my post because i dont have a right arrow key.

haha we take nice peektures

2008-05-21T23:28:00.004+08:00

why is my gp so lousy! i dont like shopping! why cant clothes fit me properly or look ok on me. m1 is this saturday. tomorrow's our last training. today after gp karen angel and i tried the sausage fries thing. it's not as nice as it looks.

anyway, sunday was a very memorable day! we should do things like that again! i hope u had a good birthday angel! and i know u like your bag :) friendlies went quite well. also cos we took nice pictures. i shall just upload one. i am too lazy.

first and last game

2008-05-11T07:10:00.003+08:00

Had 7s competition yesterday :) prob my first and last. It was quite a good experience i think. first time i tackled properly! so quite happy with myself. then i covered quite a bit. though i think i should have been less scared of getting into a tackle (couldn't help it after the tackle i made which gave me a HUGE bruise and i hit my head on the ground). oh well that one was worth it cos they didn't manage to score!

I enjoyed myself more than i thought i would have, given that i was the only one from rj. The rest were from SA or SR. (and i dont know where the last one is from) we didn't perform very well in terms of ranking, but considering we've only played for a month or so, and we were up against some others who have even been playing for 2-3 years, we did well i think xD

but i was kinda annoyed cos i left before our final game to rush back home so that i can catch a ride from pris to turfcity for stl. after i showered and ate lunch, got sms that game was cancelled. wahh i felt damn loser and stupid for leaving early! ):

so i sat down to watch tv, play computer and slack until it was time to go to church. during that time, i was trying to ice down my bruise. it looks a bit better now. and i was damn worried the whole day about my head cos when i shake it it felt weird. like a bit off. but now that ive slept and woken up, it's ok! i should be glad that i didn't really get injured, aside from that and a few scratches here and there. one of my team mates had a mild concussion and had to be admitted to ttsh for a day. another sprained her hand i think. i hope they're fine ):

Blacks B with Andrew!

today and tomorrow

2008-05-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

I need to learn how to control my intake of food :( my mum came home with 3 tubs of ice cream today from island creamery. i was happily eating flavour after flavour. and i realised i was hungry after that and went to eat cereal. this was at 1030pm :(

i think the masks i bought are so cute! haha we intended to wear them during the rugby match but the weather was too hot. of the 3 games i watched, i thought today's was the worst (sorry!) i think mainly cos alot of ppl were injured. quite scary watching how one by one they get sub-ed out. i hope they recover fine.

shiya angel and i talked about the game in the bus, and started talking about touchrug. got quite motivated to work hard and improve myself for m1. and i shall try to play my best for contact tmr. tackle properly and not be afraid of injuring others and injuring myself. since my friend said if i tackle properly, no one will get injured. hopefully that's the case. ok tmr, i shall not let any man burn me on the wings, tackle well, and try to score (or at least help to). but most importantly, i shall just take this as a new experience. first and last contact game. hopefully it'll be a good one.

same thing goes for the match against lfs tmr. we MUST play our best. actually i think i always go in with the same goals in mind- not to let anyone get past me and to carry out moves effectively. mm i need to train on my speed. stamina is okay i think. speeeeeeeeed! i cant sprint! ):

all right. i should be sleeping by now cos ive got 2 games tmr.

worry worry

2008-05-07T21:48:00.003+08:00

24th may is on! please stop feeling lethargic and lazy during training! everyone please remind me! thank you! kk time to start eating healthily and train hard for 24th. it's just 2 weeks away. we can do it! (crap that's like only 4 more trainings or so!)

btw i feel so old. i feel so sad when i see my sec 3 photo. i have aged so much. i dont want to imagine myself 10 years later. oh my goodnesssss.

and i dont want to go out for nice events until i go shopping. i need a makeover. my wardrobe needs one too. and i need shoes too. i mean going out ones.

and why am i not worried about studying! or sats! or university! or my future!

to myself: omg you suck if you dont start worrying yourself now. you're going to regret this! ahh bye bye i am worried ms chia is going to scold me for not doing my math assignment.

Finally!

2008-05-04T08:56:00.004+08:00

The weather is still very bad. Super hot. Yesterday spent a few hours in the sun. Went for contact at 9. did some drills and played on a smaller field. played full field only for 5-10 mins. I played wing again :) so if i play for 7s on sat i think i'll be wing too! :D quite happy with that position cos i dont get into that much contact. hehheh. but i wna kick the ball!

then went to turf city for stl placing game. it's like 1st vs 4th, 2nd vs 3rd, 5th vs 8th, 6th vs 7th. i think we were the 7th position? if im not wrong... yep so we played AISS and we won! finally! our first win! it was a very good game in my opinion.

Firstly, we only had 4 j2s playing! supposed to be 6 but haha bong didnt know that the shuttlebus service from amk mrt ceased operation. weishan never appeared. kk then of the 4, 3 of us are wingers -.- omg. pris was the only link. so val and mich went in to play link. and pris played centre. i played wing! 3 j1s came down to play for us. rach and germaine mainly played centre (well link/centre kinda always swap position) and anzie played wing. wah quite tiring actually. we only had 7 players for a 20break20 game. i didn't sub out and the weather hot!

THENNN the refs were super biased against us! aiss made so many mistakes like fumble and the ref never call! and us, every single thing also call!! they never ever backed 10. we backed 10 at least 3 times! then the stupid person refused to give us pris' try! when it was obviously a try. and when we scored. they think so hard before blowing the whistle. nvm nvm. we still won! and with quite a large margin too! 5-1! we were actl 1-0 down! it was v good given our lack of subs of various positions. and we were playing with j1s, whom we dont regularly play with. yep and i scored a few tries :) quite happy!

i hope stl next week will be like 2 plus or sth! then i can go for 7s first! if it clashes.. then.. oh no. ill have to decide btwn the 2.

omg yesterday laughed alot during choir prac. haha beni.

why can't i wake up late! i slept at 330 yesterday but i was up by 645. no matter what time i sleep i wake up at 6 sth everyday :(

global warming

2008-05-01T15:22:00.003+08:00

it's super hot everyday. there should be more global dimming. omg geog. physical geog now is really disgusting. human geog's always good cos it's so relevant to our lives. i dont care about what cyclones and ELR.

Training on tuesday was very very fun! We didn't really train actually. more like play. First we did some variation of the eagle catch chicken game (lao ying zhua xiao ji) for warm up. Then we played baseball rugby style! split into 2 teams then we're supposed to kick the ball and run through the different bases! Laughed alot :) My team lost by ONE point. so we had to do some worm forfeit thing. i have no stomach muscles! then break and we played some relay games. leap frog, wheelbarrow, piggyback (omg these two were super funny. i partnered shiya!) and crab walk. haha then before water break we had a worm race. i am the fastest worm! haha. but i didn't even do it properly.

then we played some lets play rock game. had to drink so much water. then trg ended. went to kick ball! very fun! i kick, shiya and angel catch. mm then more ppl joined. i like to kick the ball! looking forward to contact this saturday! but if no rj person goes i dont know if i wna go :/

i heard that there'll be second round for m1. i hope there is.

we are happy people but we'll be even happier if 24/5 is confirmed on.

i dont like school

2008-04-27T11:07:00.002+08:00

tomorrow's monday. school :( at least there's training to look forward to on tuesday. last week was really disgusting cos there was no training so every day was very boring. mmmm ok i shall just briefly talk abt last wk

monday: omg boring
tuesday: i got scolding for talking during gp. but shawn's frosties were good
wednesday: i dont know why i bothered going to school because of pe when pe isn't even that exciting
thursday: i had planned to pon but i woke up at 5 something feeling bored. went for a run like 5 something and felt all ready to go to school after that. but wrong choice cos school was so boring. i should have just come for chem remedial then training (which was w/o coach so it was damn slack) yup but i think this was the most enjoyable day of the wk cos we "trained". stayed back after trg to play fun touch with min, angel, pris, fiona and weixun. quite fun cos it was muddy! and i didn't go for mps! so i didn't needta rush off aft trg
friday: whatever you stupid 35/65% pig. school was damn sian diao. waited until like 10plus then met some touchrug ppl. wenta give derelyn bday surprise at her house! and i came out of the car. less than 1 min later I TRIPPED AND FELL DOWN. and the stupid guy at the bus stop saw me losing my balance and went "uh oh! uh oh!" -.- stupid. made me feel damn embarrassed la! anw quite fun. her dogs are smelly. haha. left around 12 then cabbed to sgdns. haha i had supper with shiya and chompchomp. fried carrot cake and hokkien mee. followed by ice cream at ice3! haha damn pig la. and i went home to eat cereal with yoghurt.

then yesterday woke up early. wanted to go watch rugby so smsed min cos i thought she wanted to go BUT SHE WOKE UP CLOSE TO 9 (she replied me at 9) so of cos cannot go alr. haha. went for contact at SA. fun! :) i tripped and fell on the same spot as where i did the night before -.- played against ite. sa artificial turf is SUPER HOT. the rubber retains and emits heat. when u sit on the floor and stare at the turf, you can actually see heat waves coming from the turf. and when u're on it, you have to constantly move your feet cos it's soo hot that it's actually painful la. k then cabbed to turf city for stl. YAY WE DIDN'T LOSE xD i went in at abt 7-8 min. played rest of 1st half. went in and stayed on for whole 2nd half. was quite surprised dint get sub-ed out. but quite tired after that.

i got burnt i think. despite putting sunblock on my face 4x. and once on my body. mm the sun was so hot. i uploaded m1 and some pics on touch blog so u can go see if you want!

hope school next week wont be so boring. well.. there's thursday to look forward to? mm how optimistic.

:(

2008-04-20T09:41:00.004+08:00

m1's over already. it didn't go as well as we had wanted it to unfortunately :( but well done to everyone, especially for the last two games :) we shall try much harder, and do much better for the next one :) and thanks to all our supporters who came down. and those who smsed :)

anw yesterday morning went to watch rugby match against ac at ac. met weiren and karen there. they won by a penalty. which sucks cos i thought rj played quite well. they were attacking most of the time. ac had so many supporters. sigh. my friend's msn name sounds so sad. i hope they're not too upset :( cheeer up!

sigh.

why like that

2008-04-15T23:34:00.002+08:00

I GOT A FRICKIN C FOR MY IPU BECAUSE MY FRIENDS KEPT LAUGHING AT ME SO I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING TOO!!! AND A IS USUALLY NO PROBLEM FOR ME!!! :( my shuttle run deproved by half a minute, and my sit ups deproved by 9!

but whatever, I GOT 189CM FOR MY SBJ!! I FINALLY GOT ABOVE 180CM!!! EVERY YEAR ALWAYS GET 170 PLUS ONLY! YAY! and i'm quite happy with my 2.4 timing! and i improved 1 cm for my sit and reach..

i am currently eating my 6th slice of multigrain bread for the day! this is worrying. how did just finish more than half a loaf of bread myself? maybe it's partly because i have another 8 loaves of white bread at home.

today training was HALF cancelled again thanks to the rain. this is bad. the rain is preventing us from training properly! and m1 is THIS FRIDAY. worry worry. nevermind we shall just play our best :) yup yup. i shall try my best not to be sooooo BLUR on the field

2008-04-13T20:57:00.002+08:00

our pool isn't easy. m1's this friday. quite worried :/

anyway, i had a very good day today! :) we had training at bishan park today. supposed to start at 11 but everyone was late so we started close to 12 and trained for like 1h only. the field was super muddy and gross. and my fitness level dropped so much after 2 days of no exercise! oh no!!! napfa's this tuesday! how how!

after that went to the club with angel! where we went swimming and floated around and talked alot. then we got hungry so we went to shower and eat! :D then we did a bit of work! my day was so balanced today in my opinion. haha.

okay im still worried about m1. shi ya said getting bowl champs sounds better than cup runners up! no right????? cos i dont think so!! haha. okay i shall stop worrying about m1 and worry about my horrible fitness level now.

why am i so boring.

2008-04-06T21:54:00.003+08:00

my kaya looks disgusting and clumpy and unappetizing. thanks to my maid for insisting that i cannot put in egg whites when the recipe said EGG. no EGG YOLK. haiya. now i have to bug my mother to buy coconut milk again. and so it'll be a long time more before i can make kaya because she insists that we can only buy from lor ah soo cos they squeeze it ready for you. lazy.

haiya whatever. i have not done any work this weekend yet. i have to start soon. yesterday was a nice day. we had our first contact rugby session at sa today. it rained! but we trained in the rain. we learnt some basic stuff like how to fall, roll and all that. yep quite fun! :) just that falling was not that nice sometimes because it was artificial turf so not very comfortable. we left early because we had stl. some of us went in derelyn's car while the others cabbed down to turf city.

it was super hot and sunny after the rain stopped! and we didn't have very many subs for our game. played against wantoks. we didn't win (nicer than saying we lost i think) it was weishan's birthday. we made her a chocopie cake! uploaded photos on touchrug blog!

then minmin followed me home then we ate then go church. after church farewell dinner for mavic then we went to eat tau huey at jln kayu! fun! i have very little muscle compared to everyone else! omg this is such a boring post. i shall stop. goodbye!

"Password Please?"

2008-03-23T21:16:00.002+08:00

last night went for easter vigil. it's like my first time. i know i very lousy i never go before. i wore pink audrey wore yellow. i thought we sounded not very good. but apparently some ppl in the congregation thought otherwise. hmm. nvm whatever. easter vigil mass is nice. just a bit long. but candles very nice.

After mass we went home to change before going to greg's house for sleeepover :) ate supper and dessert then played cranium with mag, malcom, gabriel and raphael. mag and i against gabriel (who was later replaced by malcom) and raphael. haha we kept playing star performer and we won!! :D then idled around. watch ppl do things and all. yup then left like 730am for piano.

After piano came home. ate 1 packet lor mee not full. so ate 1 packet of nasi lemak. not full! then ate one slice of choc cake. after which i decided to DRINK WATER then i felt super super super super fullllll! and shiya said she wanted jog to my house meet me. so i decided to go and meet her since i thought she may get LOST or something. because i was incredibly full, i had to take a slow stroll out. kept calling but no answer then i thought she car accident or something. or phone got stolen. JUST AS I REACHED THE JUNCTION, i called her, she picked up to say SHE JUST RANG MY DOORBELL. zomg. stupid pig. so i walked/ slow jogged all the way home. and i found angel and rachel in my house too!! it was supposed to be my uh. birthday surprise (they were supposed to have some amnesia or sth and so its 1 wk late) but IT'S OK :):)

first we went to the big park and i was supposed to go snickers (instead of easter egg) hunting. where they kept laughing at how blind i was. came back, played bridge (where everyone just wanted to be my partner! otherwise they couldnt win) then rachel left. ate lunch. look at pictures a few blogs then we went to play frisbee/touch rug with harresh kevin pris and her brother! haha it was quite enjoyable despite the disgusting ground. i have bites all over now and my slippers are spoilt :( then we went to pris house for a drink and sat outside and talked.

then bye bye and now it's time to shower. yes im very dirty. yay thank you angel, rachel and shiya! shiya especially for your beautiful board!!

Please not 4 Us.

2008-03-20T09:55:00.002+08:00

CTs are OVER! ok i dont really feel very excited about that actually. I know i'm going to do badly. BUT i was sick and i had mc. excuses.

To show why im so sure im gng to do badly i shall give some examples!
Chem:
I left more than 20 out of 30 marks for Section C BLANK

Econs:
I didn't even read up on oligopoly properly. and i had NO idea how to draw the curve. so i spent at least 10 mins guessing how to draw and the entire qn was on oligopoly- yes, i stupidly chose it

Geog:
Thanks to my stupid headache i could not revise what i had planned to during the 3 hour break. i had no idea what conditions were needed for meander and braided channel formation so i had to guess ):

Math:
Lets see.. i went home after geog on tuesday and i slept (to try get rid of my stupid headache) until 7. go doctor. come home. stomach cramp like duno what. slept until 6 the next morning. And i was bored just staying at home for like less than 1 hour so i decided to go sit for the test when the last time i touched math was TWO WEEKS AGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i had no idea what PARAMETRIC was or how to find foot of perpendicular. left them BLANK.

What's more. I was super unprepared. I FORGOT TO BRING MY GRAPHIC CALCULATOR!- thanks audrey! so i went for the exam with audrey's gc. just as the teacher's were giving out the papers. I REALISED I FORGOT TO TAKE MY SCIENTIFIC CALCULATOR OUT OF MY BAG!!! AND I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO DO P&C WITH GC! so i quickly turn and ask victor. wah luckily the teacher didn't walk too fast :/

As you can see, i am damn screwed for CTs. Thank goodness for my sickness i have something to base my imminent poor grades on. Nvm!!! I SHALL GET GOOD PROGRESS AWARD! (though i doubt this cts is even counted. nvm i shall motivate myself to do more work!)

Yesterday after math went to watch step up with audrey teng(1), tiff and alfred. was ok la. just that i was super drowsy from my medicine :( then met audrey shih(2) and we went to look for clothes for easter vigil. went home play solitaire with audrey 2! then i got so dizzy looking at the cards move so fast so gave up playing after a while. then went for combined choir prac. haha talk alot. (oops we shouldnt have been talking!)

Training later! Looking forward to training! and that's why i ate so much this morning cos i kept thinking abt training later! and i cant go for mass and team dinner tonight ): not that i could have gone for both in any case. i have to go for meet the people session. haha.

time to find clothes for easter vigil! sleepover on sat! exciting! :)

I am a happy person!

2008-03-16T22:13:00.002+08:00

oh my gosh what's my problem. i did not study at all today. i attempted to study at 9pm (while everyone else probably started studying at 9am) and i looked at my econs noets. AT 10PM I DID NOT EVEN FLIP THE PAGE YET!!! OH MY GOSH WHAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH ME!

whatever i know i have no mood to study now. not that i had for the rest of the day. so i shall go back study in a while. Today was a great day! :) i was very happy the whole day if i remember correctly! :)

In the morning, mag, sam, greg, gabriel and i went jogging! ok we didn't jog as much as we intended to. Jogged to malcom's house and walked all the way to jln kayu to eat prata and roti john! Rachel and val joined us there. yup. good breakfast but mag and i decided that cafeela's roti john is better. then greg's mum fetched us back (thank goodness. i didn't wanna walk home!)

Then went to the club for my cousin's son's 1 month celebration. quite ok. ate alot! :D then stay, listen to people talk, i talk etc etc. by the time i realised it, it was like 4 :/

went home. computer time plus snack time. then soon enough dinner time. all my favourite food so must eat. then my uncle and auntie and godmother came so sit and talk. and when i finally tried to study at 9... ok i said it already

SO I SHOULD GO AND STUDY NOW! and yayyy i like audrey very muchhhhhh <3333 tmr 315!

Time to get down to work!

2008-03-12T10:43:00.003+08:00

Yes now that RCLF's over, i should start studying ): I see so many people going back to school to study until late at night and here i am doing everything else but study.

Anyway, i must say RCLF got better. I especially enjoyed the last day! :) We presented to relevant authorities and the Dr Chan person is some person with alot alot of power >< All she does is step outside for a moment and comes in and says "ok my minister says yes you all can come" :o evelyn and readon did really well with the ppt presentation and of course cindy and zhihao too with the overview! the people were impressed with our group! yay!

I'm happy i went for dinner! It was at mph and we actually had TABLES and chairs laid out for us to sit. like some nice dinner! just that the food was the same buffet food, but a wider spread this time :) lots of performances and i won something for lucky draw!!! super cool lah! i never won anything for any lucky draw before. i got was some rjc notepad and bookmark. kinda pathetic but nvm i still won something! then we took lots of photos :) just that most of them weren't with my camera so i shall wait for people to send. yay i like my sig! Meeting the Needs of the Elderly! Maybe i should go into a career that has to do with the old. Ageing population so there'll be demand for such labour right. hmm

anyway some pictures :)

and angel. ya our chinese sucks! nvmm you can do it! you can talk to me in chinese during training or whenever i see you! then you can improve. wait not good idea. you may deprove instead :S

vektars veri dizgustink. cheemistry so cheeeeeeem

2008-03-08T22:32:00.003+08:00

So results are out. i didn't do well but whatever i cant be bothered to do chinese anymore. i got a merit for oral!!!! that's the best part of my results because i thought she'll fail me or just pass me because i stupidly said "wait wait wait" in the middle of my conversation as i was busy translating in my brain.

RCLF has been okay. Some parts quite ok. Some parts quite sian. Today we went to ToaPayoh for some fair for old people. quite unfruitful because the old folks we were supposed to guide came near to 2 hours late. haha. so we only mixed with them for 10 mins or so. and no wonder i did so badly for chinese. i had so much trouble communicating with the old lady. i was trying to tell her that she can sign up for computer classes and i was like "na4 li3 you2 dian4 nao3 (pause to think) ke4. ni3 ke2 yi2 (pause again) sign up" i think she only heard the first part. thank goodness. so embarrassing. and why did i even write this down. sigh. chinese.

nevermind! i enjoyed my jc chinese lessons :) last yr was the first year in my life i actually paid attention during chinese lesson and this year chinese lessons were super slack and most can be characterized by childish arguments with my classmate (im not the childish one btw!). and we do random chinese activities such as coming up with phrases. like my "liang2 ju3 si4 de2" i think ill miss chinese lessons... or maybe not. i think my lao shis (both this yr and last yr) are very nice! both are very different though. last yr one said i was hardworking!!! not bad right! haha. even though i know it's far from true.. this year's teacher is very very nice. everything also ok. she traded with me sweets on valentines day because i didnt like gloworms and my friend snatched my cola away.

Tag replies!
adabelle i reply u already!
angel: haha sorry. ok ok. angel's the best! :D
audrey: of course very nice lah! got me and my friends inside what. so will be nice one. i think the other time ours never turned out because camera man lousy lah.
wow 3 As

okay gut bye

To my solitaire partner

2008-03-05T23:54:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Audrey! :D

You're (one of) my (most) favourite friend(s) (most of the time because even you said so)! However, you'll be downgraded if you dont do something- ps. there's a deadline so ask me!

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ANYWAY, i have no time to study for CTs. i am (very) worried :/ but i am still on the computer. what's the problem with me.

i am now even more worried than i thought a few seconds ago. i just remembered friday's nearly here. if i get C and above, i'll be very happy. if i get D, i wont be happy and tell myself that im just fated to get D. if i get E, i give up on myself.

sigh whatever. anyway, today pe was quite boring. tag rugby. went for a super slow jog with weiren after that. it was nice catching up with her :) we shall go out after cts ya! then u can come visit me too! then i had a good time laughing during math (sorry ms chia for being disruptive even though you prob wont see this) and geog lesson was a waste of time. it ended early as usual.

after that met up with karen, angel, bong, shiya and yijun. wanted to go ri to eat ice cream but i had to leave early cos of mps briefing. i got attached to mr balaji. my life is very boring. but today was an enjoyable day. i had intended to go for cc at night but i slept the entire afternoon means i had to do work at night :( and why am i still on the computer. good night.

Wait i shall reply tags before i go:
shiya: haha art club will not want me! i have little artistic talent
erica: hello! i didn't know u come to my blog!
mag: you didn't go either! :P
bong: NO I DONT LOOK LIKE DONKEY! :( angel suckz. anyway, donkeys are cuter than pigs. pigs are smelly and lazy. the shrek donkey is cute.

ok goodnight

because angel told me to do so

2008-02-25T16:29:00.003+08:00

The weekend was unproductive as usual (in terms of study/homework). Saturday we had STL. We had a bye for the first round! :) but we had some friendly against a cat. A team- tokitima. some nus alumni and random ppl i think. they totally owned us lah :/ Hopefully our category won't have THAAAT pro teams. Our juniors so sweet! So time for pictures!

With our juniors!

Jump!

After training on vday! :)

Anyway, today's the first time i came home so early! cos my mum left her baking class halfway so she fetched me home! Anyway, i slept so little last night cos i drank 2 big cups of green tea close to midnight in the hope of making my stomach feel better after overeating.

I just uploaded pictures from my phone into the computer! one day i shall put up them up.. many unglam photos of people sleeping ;)

Take 5!

2008-02-15T18:54:00.006+08:00

Take 5 was very fun this year! a whole lot more than last year :) Took part in duathalon with shiya, greg and chris. We got 2nd, which is quite good, considering we didn't train for it (shiya and i last kayaked more than a year ago!) Gladiator was very fun!

Look at how many supporters we have! and check out their crowns/hats! So cool right! Yay!

Creative Cat!

2008-02-10T11:12:00.000+08:00

It's Sunday today. Monday tomorrow. That means, back to school :(

Had open house for the past 2 days. Quite tiring. At least it's a lot less sian than the 1st day and eve where everything is just so routined. First you go to this house, then that house, then go home. and see relatives again. But we're getting lazier each year so we do a lot less compared to what we did a few years back. Oh well.. i think i'm growing old and finding everything so sian.

On friday, my dad had some of his colleagues over. Kelvin, Audrey, Mel and Jean came to visit :) We started off with UNO, then went to eat, played taiti then went to join Greg, Kenneth & Arnold for poker. Stupid greg won so much money ($40plus). Kelvin's singing was hilarious as usual and his "aiya only money what". Audrey was too busy thinking of her coach half the time. Mel was screaming because of the dog and Jean was tickling Kelvin. Had quite a good time! Definitely laughed more than 100 times today!

On Saturday, spent the morning baking and doing random stuff like peeling oranges. Then guests came (family friends and dad's ex-colleagues). Karen, Shiya, Bong, Angel, Pris and Yijun came :) Everyone was so prettily dressed. Ate first before going up to the room to play cranium! Laughed alot when we watched each other hum, act, draw, guess etc etc. David came in for less than 5 mins and in that time, he made a fool of himself with his creative cat. Went to pris house after that then bye bye.

Pictures time! (taken from yijun's blog)

Spent the night playing computer. Shiya and I discussed our BVC plan. Stupid pasir ris kayak rental rates are so expensive for non-members. 15$ x2 for a double kayak for ONE hour. That is crazy. So i guess we have to try to practise kayaking in our dreams. Yupp. Anyway, if you're free, come down to cheer for us! hahaha.

The day before chem and math test

2008-02-04T02:54:00.000+08:00

It was sunday a few hours ago! (Thanks to the mosquitoes im up at this unearthly hour). Surf and Sweat '08!

It was very fun! Just that it was called off in the middle cos of the rain. The running to the court because we were late for our game, hiding from the rain and and wind, laughing, engaging in (childish) arguments, getting souvenirs etc made my sunday a lot more exciting than my usual ones. There wasn't THAT much sweat everywhere fortunately, unlike what we had thought especially after the mass conv we had on sat night. We didn't have to touch like people who weren't wearing shirts and all. haha. Anyway, i think i am ver lousy at describing events well so i shall just post some pictures!

Everyone looks so cold! Many even used life jackets to keep themselves warm (haha..)

Ang Ku Kueh! :D

I shall be very nice and not post some pictures up (they're hilarious though) but i'll feel bad if i do so w/o their permission..

okay then it's like 3.30am and i am in no mood to sleep or study. this is bad. Back to school tomorrow. Of the 3 periods tmr, we have tests during 2 of them. i have not prepared anything for both and i just spent 1 hour uploading and looking at pics.

So for more pictures, click here!

i am stupid

2008-02-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

i spent so long doing a short math assignment. for the first question, i checked it more than 10 times (really), trying to find my mistake since i was told the answer should be a nice whole number and i got a fraction. i gave up aft quite some time in the lib then went home. and then angel told me my answer was right -.-

then i did qtn 2 last night. did half way. continued during econs today and somehow i couldnt get same answer as friend! spent more than half an hour redoing again and again. when i got the right answer!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhh..

so.. i should just trust my answer next time.

mock spa was today. i didn't even revise. all i could remember was m c delta t. not that i knew what that formula was for! so i spent the whole spa any how trying to fit in the equation... serves me right for not going thru my work. and thank goodness math test was postponed :)

anyway, after school stayed back to play touch rugby with some of the ppl taking part in this sun's beach fun touch. was quite fun :) some of the guys so sweaty though :S quite disgusting so quite a number of the touches i made were done after some consideration (e.g. which part is the least sweaty looking- but it wasnt that successful cos some were just covered in sweat) oh well... but perspiration's should be a good thing right? Since it removes small amounts of waste products like urea and ammonia.. hmm maybe that helps to explain why guys who dont exercise often are so smelly and why those who exercise frequently are not as. because when the more sedentary ones finally do some physical activity, all the toxins stuck in their pores come out in one shot. of course there are exceptions.

Some other interesting stuff about sweat!
- Sweat itself has no odour, but when bacteria on the skin and hair metabolize the proteins and fatty acids,, they produce an unpleasant odour.
- Primates and horses have armpits that sweat similarly to those of humans
- There's such a thing as perspiration pads!

But on Sunday, i shall try my best not to be so grossed out by sweat lest i let in tries that could have been prevented. yuppp :)Yay im excited about sunday! though the games are 2 hours plus apart. and we have 2 tests on monday. Nevermind, i shall just enjoy myself! All the best to rj teams! May the best team win! :D (i can hear V&M's "surely win one!" in my head..)

Failure is the mother of success!

2008-01-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

I hope so.. shi bai shi cheng gong zhi mu!! I still remember chinese! shi bai nai shi bing jia chang shi! :D (i hope i got them right... )

aiyoh i wasted one whole day. i thought i could catch up on sleep (and homework) but i spent my day in the kitchen.

i havent exercised in 5 days plus. combined with overeating :S:S this is bad. for my fitness, health, size, weight, well-being etc etc.. time to get something done. but i am too lazy to..

what am i doing with my life.

greed..

2008-01-27T01:43:00.000+08:00

It's 1 something now and i just shared a chocolate prata and roti john with mag.

According to mag, i now have to wait for 3 hours before i can sleep so that my food can digest. I'll probably won't though.. considering i have to wake up at 6 something tomorrow. Audrey T. says do some exercise before sleeping. (i think im to lazy to..)

Anyway, it was a good meal, right mag? Just that now we're feeling full and fat (and even before eating, we were already full of fat) and i realised how heavy i am. im a few kg heavier than joshua lah ! and 10 kg heavier than gabriel :S:S:S hmm.. muscle mass! :) i like to think of it that way even though it's not as if they dont have muscle.

i dont like sbj

2008-01-23T19:21:00.000+08:00

I was supposed to use my free afternoon to catch up on work and study for fri's econs test (i don't even understand it yet) and sats (hardly started and they're this sat!) BUT i ended up sleeping my afternoon away and when i wasnt, i was eating. pig.

Anyway, today during pe we had our napfa trial test. My thighs are aching from i dont know when (either from mon's PT or tue's training) and the left one is a bit pain frm monday's sprinting. i'm not the only one! val too. so both of us were stretching and massaging our left thigh throughout yesterday's training. yup so i ran with audrey, jane and tiffany. last round jane and tiff ran faster though so we were slightly slower. but still quite pleased with timing considering im aching :) 11.49. hopefully i can run faster during the test itself which is only in april.

But i still cannot do SBJ. and it annoys me cos i get A for everything else (well at least that was the case last yr) i get a C for it la! and it's a very low C. last yr it was borderline! not that i have no muscles at my thighs la :( even some unfit people can jump so far. maybe it's my genes. O.o my brothers cant do it too!

I hope my brother's class doesn't get into talent time. wahhaha. then he can do the duathalon with me! and i hope his friend does sufficiently well to stay (20pts i think) to stay. so that he can run too. otherwise i have to find another 2 guys to do w shiya and i. so they run 3.5km each while we kayak! :)

i finished 1 loaf of bread myself in 2 days. oh my...

2.4

2008-01-21T22:42:00.000+08:00

I think many touchrug ppl are gna get good 2.4 timings this year! :) every training we run 2.4 (supposed to be under 12 but...)

Last Tue: 2.4 under 12
Last Thurs: 2.4 under 12, 5x100m
Today: 400x3 (under 2min/round), 300x3 (under 1.30), 200x3 (under 1), 100x3 (under 18sec)- isnt that demanding. but nvm.

i'm tired of sprinting :( i cannot sprint and so im always one of the last. sigh. aiya.

Anyway, signed up for surf n sweat beach touch rugby! Ang Ku Kueh! haha.

I was v tempted to pon today (given that we only had 3 lessons and they arent exactly very important.. except chem) BUT, math assignment was due today and i didn't know how to do. if i pon today, i must submit tmr, means cannot refer! so i came to school just to refer to shawn's assignment. haha.

Oh and my chinese teacher told audrey's class that i was actually quite hardworking! so unbelievable! ive never ever been praised for being hardworking in my life! haha. cos im not. he thinks i am cos i dont understand so many things and have to check dictionary or ask him. chinese classes these days are very slack. we watch movies :)

Time for Solitaire showdown! audrey where are you!

2008-01-13T21:51:00.000+08:00

Handsome?

Pretty?

:D

Peter Pan where are you?

2008-01-02T18:56:00.000+08:00

I don't want to be J2 :( my brother is now out for og dinner :(

We have a new civics/gp and econs teacher. Thank goodness we changed econs teacher (though this one's prob alot more boring and strict) but that's ok cos we're j2. I dont think the gp teacher has a good impression of me cos i said:
1) I have trouble with comprehension because i cannot concentrate while reading the passage even during the exam, especially so when the topic just does not interest me.. (it sucks that's why i find reading annoying because i take forever to finish a book. and when i do, i am never sure of the content because my brain doesn't process the information!)
2) I only read what I like (books on food with alot of pictures) and when i read the papers, i read selectively.. only those which interest me. for the rest, i just read the titles.

and i am gp rep. aiya.

that's a wrap

2007-12-31T00:15:00.000+08:00

holidays are ending and i have not started on my homework.

the 2 month break was good though. i went china and vietnam. china was a lot more fun that i had expected. 4 H1 students, 8 H2 students, 7 chinese teachers. i can't say for sure that my chinese has improved (of course i hope it did..) but at least now i know a bit about kongzi. and i made new friends!

vietnam was quite okay. ate alot. halong bay was very very pretty. unfortunately i have no pics in this com.

other than those 2 trips, i sit at home and eat and watch tv and play computer. i have played many rounds of solitaire showdown with audrey :) when i am more hardworking, i bake. then i eat what i bake. i lead a very unhealthy lifestyle.

the holidays flew by so quickly. i feel so unaccomplished. j2 next year. 18 years old sounds so old. yuck. i think before i know it i will be like 60 years old. to think i used to think 12 was very old. i need to do more with my life.

on a brighter note, it's quite exciting that school's starting cos i'll be in the same school as audrey! and my brother.. also good cos there'll be training

Need... exercise...

2007-11-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

go watch this! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tx1XIm6q4r4 it's hilarious! :)

i should not have stopped exercising for so long. now my legs are aching alot.

and well done to me for eating two dinners today. plus dessert. i shouldnt have eaten such a HUGE breakfast today.

Practice makes perfect

2007-10-14T00:28:00.000+08:00

"Why point out the pencil lead in your neighbour's eyes when you have a lump of carbon in yours"

(i hope i remembered it correctly..)

Anyway, God is Green is a good documentary. I should start doing some Chinese soon.. Had planned to do so today but i ended up making egg tarts.

i need to work on my biscuits. i shall try using shortening. since ammonium bicarbonate doesnt seem to have any effect.

practice makes perfect.

Are you dumb?

2007-09-28T20:46:00.000+08:00

i am going to fail my promos. how am i supposed to be promoted like that :( i'm so annoyed. i spent so long practising chem and i neglected all my other subjects. and i am positive im going to fail chem this time. what's with my brain!!

yesterday i realised how lousy my brain was when whatever i had studied for geog just DISAPPEARED from my brain. and just 2/3 days of chem-free day and i had no idea how to do questions. and oh my goodness i think the first two days were the worst days i had in so long. after chinese, i had never felt so stupid. that paper was so depressing. i kept reading but my brain refused to process anything and even if it did, i did not understand anything.

and econs paper 1. i spent at least 20 min on part B and when i was about to end off, i saw ONE line which changed my whole udnerstanding and entire answer. so i threw away 1&3/4 page of work and REDID. as a result i had hardly anytime for part C which was worth the most marks. AHHHHHHHHHHH. oh my goodness. i can die from thinking about it. so it's another fail for me.

it was after those two days that i started to realise how people can fall into depression. and i think it's very bad for me when i get upset over things cos i jsut eat nonstop. like really. after chinese i went home i ate 1 bowl of friedrice, 1apple, 1orange, 1/4mooncake, followed by DINNER (dinner wasnt that heavy thankfully)

math was ok thank goodness. i stupidly didn't practice DE and two big questions came out on it. but im very very happy that i solved the AP/GP question! :D and im irriated at the geog teacher. i shouldnt have trusted him. he said we can just study the 2nd half of lithosphere if we have no time. and for compulsory drq question, the first part came out?! so that one i had no idea what to write. die. other parts were okay lah. hopefully i can get B if not.. i am stupid.

ok i am still annoyed with chemistry. chem is try? i try (considering i usually dont study/practice for anything!) but i Cannot Make It! CMI!!! why!! since sec 3 chem has been the only thing that i make sure i practice before test (though i admit it's not that much but for my standard alot already!- this time i actually finished ALL the equilibrium qtns for tys and guess what I COULDNT DO IT IN THE TEST!) i have no chemistry with chemistry.

next year, i shall make studying my favourite past time. yes. i will do well for chemistry.

as of now, i will try to improve my chinese. come on, it's only one month plus more. no more retaking next year, you're wasting your time.

Eyebag minimizer needed soon enough..

2007-09-01T13:14:00.000+08:00

i should really stop procrastinating. it's the second time this year i didnt sleep!

thurs didn't sleep- i started doing my eom at 2AM. congratulations to me for finishing it at 652!
wed slept at 245 - try to do eom but only wrote ONE paragraph and i didn't even use it in the end.
tue slept at 240- study for geog test cos i only started studying at 12 something
mon slept quite late too. can't rmb.

i just wasted the whole saturday morning watching tv which was so boring. i ought to be shot. and please stop overeating. really.

anyway baking with audrey was fun! :) our food turned out quite good in the end :) i have decided that if i cannot make it in the business/finance industry in the future, i shall go and set up my own bakery. otherwise i will become and environmentalist or geographer. unless of course i am given the opportunity to host my own travel show or cooking show! or be the judge for iron chef!

2007-08-12T19:44:00.001+08:00

i need to pon school tomorrow.

ndp!

2007-08-11T11:29:00.001+08:00

national day's the best day in the year! esp this year. watched it twice this year! both with different views and both were just as great. michelle's dad really did a fantastic job! michelle is such a nice person. omg ritz carlton was super nice and the window was like an extra big plasma tv. watched parade from up there while the rest went down since we had 8 extra tix.

at night after most of the 2/2 ppl went home we went to join michelle at some post parade party! free flow of beer and wine. not bad eh. but i think i drank the wine too fast =/ i dont understand why ppl go clubbing. the ppl downstairs at the dancefloor looked like they were under some curse and they looked as if they were worshipping the people on the stage and shaking their heads.

we ate so mcuh junk food and we went to gluttons bay to eat. i ate half the plate of the large fried rice. omg. it was 2am. and we had so much other food too. this is bad. i slept on such a full stomach.

it was really good getting to meet up with some 2/2 ppl! yay i cant wait for nx yr's national day! stand up for singapore!

I love Singapore!

2007-08-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

i like my school because it has cool events such as today's national day celebrations!!! they played all the songs i like so that was very very good. and there were lots more entertaining things too! we had nice flags and free food (though they werent that good but still, it was free!) then fun record-breaking games and ihc finals! MR!

COUNT ON ME SINGAPORE!
We have a vision for tomorrow, just believe, just believe
We have a goal for Singapore, we can achieve, we can achieve
You and me, we'll do our part, stand together, heart to heart
We're going to show the world what Singapore can be
We can achieve, we can achieve

There is something down the road that we can strive for
We are told no dream's too bold that we can't try for
There's a spirit in the air, it's a feeling we all share
We're going to build a better life, for you and me
We can achieve, we can achieve

Count on me Singapore, count on me to give my best and more
You and me, we'll do our part, stand together, heart to heart
We're going to show the world what Singapore can be
We can achieve, we can achieve

Chorus:
Count on me Singapore, Count on me Singapore
Count on me to give my best and more, count on me Singapore

( Repeat Chorus )

Together Singapore Singapore ( X 2 )

:D i love singapore!! :D and national day songs too! and national day is only a day or so away!!

on a not so positive note, i think someone needs IT literacy courses. seriously. next time, if u duno how to do just say and someone else can do it. i wouldnt have wasted another 1 hour plus undoing everything you did otherwise. haha the best was this "so i'm not so IT literate after all" haha. took you some time to realise huh. lol.

PW FTW. I LOVE PW.

2007-07-28T00:58:00.000+08:00

class camp was okay. great company, boring activities. pity that operation samantha did not work out. hahaha. and i lost about $3 :( would not have happened if not for rain and the large amount of free time we had. nevertheless, i <3 7C!! we have such a great mix of interesting people in our class!

last saturday was shine touch! we got cup 1st! :)

im going to fail econs :( our new teacher cannot speak proper english

2007-07-20T22:27:00.000+08:00

i need to learn to be more careful. on wednesday, i walked and fell down the stairs and thanks to the rain, my whole skirt was wet and i looked like an idiot walking around the canteen. yesterday, i walked into the table and i accidentally bumped my wound on the table corner so the blood clot opened again. today, during training i tripped over my own foot and landed on my ankle, then while dumping the ball i lost my balance and fell down, then another time i think i kind of lost balance also and crahsed into someone. wah..

ok anyway, today school was quite slack. pe was very very unproductive this week! yesterday during pe, i gladly volunteered to be captain for cpt's ball so all i did was to stand on the chair. today, too many players for frisbee so i just sat on grass with some others and i fell asleep on the grass. flakjfldksajfs. so i didn't even drop a sweat during pe on both days.

f7+2clique outing soon! around nat day :D this is bad ive been busy every wkend, and will prob continue being so. tmr's shine touch. hope we all do well as a team :) then next week got cip.. some water thing- must wear swimming costume. thank goodness the organisers are understanding enough to let us wear clothes on top. this is good. my life is getting more interesting.

AND I CANT BELIEVER WE'RE GOING PULAU UBIN FOR CLASS CAMP. dpfoiawjdfpoawijfwaeofkjfklaj it's the worst place to camp pls. i hate the mosquitoes there. i dont know what's with my blood and mosquitoes liking for it! im going to load up on mosquito coils, repellent and everything. not that anything acutally works for me cos they still bite me. 141 bites in sec3, 82 bites start of the year. didn't bother to count lead camp's one. nevermind the mosquitoes, our class is going to have fun, since ppl like tiffany,mel,shuhan,audrey and me have already planned to bring so many things.

2007-07-17T00:26:00.000+08:00

NDP preview was great!!!!! all the effects, displays etc etc they were really good :) fireworks from the top of buildings, water displays, people repelling down from sheares bridge... however, a big disappointment- they didn't play/sing the original version of Home! only some rendition of it was sung during the pre-parade segment, but it paled in comparision to the kitchan/choir one. nevertheless, the parade was still very good and shiya and i had good seats!! vip! thanks to michelle :D and her mum and dad of course ;)

whooopeeee i love ndp! and national day's one of the best time's of the year. i love singapore! and singapore songs! i feel so patriotic now. can't wait for national day and i'll have to thank michelle again :)

HOME!
Whenever I am feeling low
I look around me and I know
There's a place that will stay within me
Wherever I may choose to go
I will always recall the city
Know every street and shore
Sail down the river which brings us life
Winding through my Singapore

Chorus:
This is home truly, where I know I must be
Where my dreams wait for me, where that river always flows
This is home surely, as my senses tell me
This is where I won't be alone, for this is where I know it's home

When there are troubles to go through
We'll find a way to start anew
There is comfort in the knowledge
That home's about its people too
So we'll build our dreams together
Just like we've done before
Just like the river which brings us life
There'll always be Singapore

( Repeat Chorus )

For this is where I know it's home
For this is where I know I'm home

hehhe my favourite song. followed by count on me singapore (i dont know why i like that song so much. maybe it's because we sang it so often in p3 =/ ) this reminds me of sec 2 days.. good times... anyway, visit www.ndp.org.sg to listen to songs and get updates on ndp! oh no my mind is starting to wander off to total defence and all that (must be from last wk's oral preparation. oral was horrendous so i shall not elaborate)ok anyway, national day's coming so everyone go put up your flag soon! the school has already started putting up not very pretty national day decorations, but that's ok. yay singapore ftw!!

2007-07-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

i shall get 28/30 for oral! come on! i can do it!!

ok maybe i should set a more realistic goal given my standard. nvm, 28 it shall be. if i fall short at least it is still a pass. if i aim to pass, fall short, i fail!

28!!! the next time you see me, talk to me in chinese! PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT!!!!!!

"Diligence is the bridge between goals and accomplishments"
hopefully i'll bear that in mind when promos draw near. i ought to get some studying done in my life.

2007-07-05T17:03:00.000+08:00

YES!!! I FINISHED THE LAST LEVEL OF SPELL OR STARVE! hehe but medium level only so now im trying to do so for hard. i spend my time very productively. i've been playing at least 2 hours of neopets everyday. i stupidly forgot the birthday i entered into the computer so i had to create a new account but ive been making quite steady progress over the past few days. (not sure if that's a good or bad thing)

anyway half of CT results are back. i passed CL paper two! :D with a really poor grade of course but nevermind, i passed so i should be happy. next week oral =/ ok i should study hard for chinese and i promised myself i would not regret taking H1 chinese! so i better work hard for the paper, and oral of course, though i havent started doing anything. what is happening to my english. my gp grade is horrendous!!!!!! looks like i have to read more. and remember what i read. i have not read any book this year. as for last year, im proud to say that i read 2 books. one of which i skipped the middle part and the other, i have no idea what the ending is about. and the year before i didn't read a single book. READ MORE!! time magazine, economist ftw!

interhouse touch yesterday. was ok. played very little though. today PE played floorball and then we played touch rugby after PE. victor hb and me against shuhan mark and lionel. they won. mark scored all the tries. was quite fun and weather was good! :) i dont know why i am so hungry yesterday and today. keep eating but im never full. had so much for lunch just now- yoghurt, 2 doughnuts, 3 helpings of fried rice, 2 apple crumbles. go run later.

oh yes come help me to not gain so much weight by finding me on tuesdays. i have alot of food on tuesday so if you are hungry or greedy or your mouth just feels itchy, come find me in school!

and audrey, get well soon ok!

2007-06-17T20:32:00.000+08:00

the whole wkend flew past and no studying was done.

today, went out with AUDREY! :D i had free tix to go watch fantastic 4 plus free ben&jerry's ice cream plus free popcorn and drink and i could bring a friend so went with her.

we were supposed to make a father's day card as a part of the program. haha and after the ice cream we ate the chips which were also foc. then we were done so we went to walk aroudn for a while and this man from 98fm was giving out free gifts for correct answers to "which level is billy bombers on" and i went to get it! :) not a good gift though. quite pathetic. but it's free so i shant complain.

after that was the movie. omg everyone is soooo cooool inside the show with exception of the stupid bad guys and the army people. we had no choice of popcorn so we had sweet. and the cinema was sooooo nice. the chairs were big and clean (well at least i think so) and the screen was huge. and the whole place looked.. quite oriental. but it was a nice cinema! can go there watch movies next time! :)

after the movie we had some fathers' day tea thing at cathay restaurant.they ordered so much food per table. it was like dinner or something. as usual, i ate alot. i can safely say i ate the most on the table. but it was goood foood! the cake was nice and big and it was from lana cake! though i think violet is losing her touch. cos there was one or two times when her cake wasnt really good. jane's cakes are no longer nice sad to say. they were the best until the past two times when they were not nice at all. yup ok then we had dooorgift! in a nice orange bag and end of program!

yup. on the way to the place we were recollecting of past yr camps cos her sis just came back.. decided that sec2 was the best cos we created such a fantastic indoor game which no other group could match up to even though we had one of the worst categories. yep and the fact that the 4 of us were allowed to do anything we want like leave the games 1 hour early just to be the first to shower and play cards. get locked out of our the dorm cos we left the key inside etc etc. ah.. good times.

anyway, hopefully audrey's dsa is successful! :D then we can be in the same school!!! (and maybe go out more often! :D ) we need to go shopping together but whenever we do, we never buy anything after many hours of shopping cos we're so fussy. at least we understand each other's pain when shopping.

2007-06-15T13:14:00.000+08:00

wow one year has gone by so quickly.one year anniversary.. yesterday's conversation (which took up nearly my entire afternoon) was one of the best things that happened during the holidays (given that mine weren't very happening) recalled the good times we had... spent a long time discussing about the dinner we had at the restaurant in little italy- seating position -.- yea and other trivial things and we looked at photos on facebook.. i miss israel, lgms, some speeches, visits to interesting places, dinner cruise, and o party especially!!! that was the best :D pizza, warhead competition, hiding from FAs, etc. watched the video twice yesterday (can't beat shil who watched it more than 4 times..)

hopefully one day we'll all meet up :) chris said he'll prob be coming to singapore towards end of his summer so that's something to look forward to.

anyway holidays are ending soon. that sucks.. cos once school opens, there are cts! and i havent done much studying. very little in fact. so highlights of this holiday were outing, touchrug camp, some trainings, futile study sessions as they ended up as talking ones, and last night's conversation! :) and on sunday movie with audrey! plus free ice cream!

2007-06-02T23:08:00.000+08:00

why did the man throw the clock out of the window? because he wanted to see time fly!

whoever that man is, i dont like him.. thanks to him, time has flown by so quickly. one quarter of the hols are gone. and i haven't got much done yet. let's see, i spent the first part of it watching winter sonata cos i suddenly felt like rewatching it since i had the score for 'my memory'. and i can't find the last disc! so annoying cos that's the best one.

tuesday we had a very unproductive session. im growing old. my memory is failing me i cant even remember what happened on wed. thurs was a very good day :) there should be more of such days. great company. fri was prob the most lethargic day i had in many weeks. but i forced myself out of bed to go for a run but it wasn't very fulfilling nor satisfying. so i went to bake at night. and i forgot about my stuff in the oven so the biscuits a little overdone. long day today. training in the morning followed by cl tuition followed by church nearly immediately. training was good! and i ought to be shot. ive been falling asleep in all my tuitions recently. oh no. lesson at 8 tmr and i didn't practise the whole wk! =/

i shouldnt have eaten dessert knowing that i was full. i hate myself for always doing that.

hopefully everyone will have a fulfilling week ahead! :) i hope i do! there's touchrug camp to look forward to on wed/thurs! :D

2007-05-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

" Suffer today; celebrate tomorrow."
" Everyone has potential. What are you going to do with yours?"
" The first two letters of the word GOAL are GO!"
" Life is like a game of soccer. You need goals."

2 geog tests coming up, econs lecture test, gp common test. i need to start studying geog SOON. or i'll never be able to finish studying everything we've covered from start of the yr. dratsss.

2007-04-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

the weekend's finally here... :D

we did our napfa during yesterday's and today's pe session. i'm quite happy with my scores! :) except standing broad jump. ahhh i don't know why i just can't jump. with a few tries, i can get a B, if not i get a C. sigh. nevermind. anyway, this is the first time in 5 years i actually got an A for shuttlerun so great! 2.4 timing quite good too! better than expected :)

today's training was super fun! first we did warm-up then ran 4k then did some stomach exercise, then we played this thing where 2 ppl face each other in a push up position and try to destabilise each other, then we played this kind of wrestling thing in a squatting position, then we did lateral passes. yup that was it but it was fun! :)

looks like ill be spending my weekend doing work :( (i always say that but how much work do i actually do?? close to none usually :( time to get rid of my bad habits!)
- geog assignment, math tutorial 4B, chem tutorial (bonding and gas), practise for math test or cj's going to own me again! and i cant rmb rest of hw..

now time to catch up on my sleep.. have a great weekend!

2007-04-03T22:39:00.000+08:00

You are special, you're the only one;
You're the only one like you.
There isn't another in the whole wide world
Who can do the things you do.

Because you're special, special;
Everyone is special,
Everyone in his or her own way.
Yes, you are special, special
Everyone is special,
Everyone in his or her own way.

haha.

2007-03-17T00:40:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy. i love my batch <3

had lots of fun today.. lunch at secret recipe (though we waited super long for our food to come) then asshole taiti (i totally owned.. always KING! :D) then weishan come and mini b&j ice cream (for old times sake ><), then nice tshirt which is full of oli____ things! then bowling and pool. team shiya and i was so good la but the other two teams kept attacking us. sooo.. we lost. then after that siti and shiya came to my house! we played bridge and i couldnt help but feeel so slow. as much as practice makes perfect, i dont think i'll ever be a good partner at bridge. ohwelllll.

yes and of course, i ate ALOT today. cos i told myself that i can eat all i want yesterday, today and tomorrow. haha.. dumb la. all the exercise i did for the past wk all gone down the drain. sigh.

anyway, thanks to everyone who wished me today! :)

2007-03-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

it's march already. time flies so fast.. and the every day passes quickly too. except math tutorials. they're soooooooo boring.

today we had some dumb geog tutorial. didn't accomplish anything la pls. except select our qtn. then we had a pe lecture -.- yes and that was when i realised that.......

napfa's in ONE MONTH! i thought it was like alot alot later la. ok so i can say bye to my sub 11 or watever timing la.maybe if i go exercise more regularly... i can do 12 plus or minus! ok from today onwards i shall exercise everyday. and eat healthily (... didnt' really work today cos i was saying all this and i was munching on keropok)

im so satisfied with myself cos i went to the gym today! so i ate alot for dinner after that.

2007-03-01T00:06:00.000+08:00

- jack of all trades, master of none

- everyday's a learning day!

yup the above two phrases are really true! first one describes me (somewhat) and the second, yes we learn something new everyday!! or at least every other day.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=-D58QG3aCMk -> when you believe! just realised how nice the song was.

i need to get down to doing gp speech!!! it's 1210 and i havent started. EVERY HOUR, UK HOUSEHOLDS THROW AWAY ENOUGH RUBBISH TO FILL THE ROYAL ALBERT HALL! sigh we should all learn the three Rs, and put them into practice. Reduce, Reuse and RECYCLE!

so many things due soon. chinese project, econs essay, and GP SPEECH(which is due TMR).

2007-02-27T22:55:00.000+08:00

i hope we change geog teacher. if not this yr then at least really really must change next yr. at this rate, we're going to do badly for geog a's. he's always late for lesson. plus today he come and tell us that this wk only plan for one tutorial so we choose wat day we want. today or thurs.. sigh. i rather a super on geog teacher :( and bring us for lots and lots of fieldtrips. instead of making us watch alot alot of a bit useless videos. the videos are slightly helpful, but i think teach w/o video more effective and can cover more. ok i think i just dont really learn much from all these visual stuff..yea and keep giving us wat rubbish research on internet. and donate one whole tutorial to us to do it. less work for him only wat. we can do it at home as homework!and he can say that he thinks teachers are paid too lowly... ok of cos he's not all bad. he has good pts too- geog is not as heavy as expected with him... not much hw...

ok wahtever, i just think he should put in more effort in teaching us. it is after all his job as a teacher. yes hopefully some miracle will happen and he'll transform into a really cool and "on" geog teacher!

ok i feel so bad for complaining abt him now. :( nvm if he reads this (which is super highly unlikely) then he'll dislike me but at least hopefully we'll have more productive lessons.

2007-02-24T11:58:00.000+08:00

i just found out that yenlin was in the same k1 class is that! haha how cool is that!! and melissa and alfred also found out that they were in the same k2 class. hahahha.. so now i know quite a no. of kindergarten friends! k1- yen k2- clara cheejun and valerie(?) and 3 of us are in the same schoool!!!

chinese has been not too bad... quite slack xP we have to do some dumb project on chinatown and we went down to go take pics on 3rd day of cny. it was like a ghost town pls. and our cl teacher cursed us and said that at this rate the 4 of us will fail our chinese oral...

training ytd was made fun with the mud xD but rushed off for dramafeste after that and my shoes were disgusting D: dramafeste was ok. some boring some nice.. i thought MR was the best!! BW too! go mr! :) hope we win df! after df took train and bus and walk with harresh clara and her friend (lei if im not wrong).. haha first time taking bus70 in like 4 yrs.

2007-02-10T10:43:00.000+08:00

sigh i duno if i shd be pleased or disappointed with my results. i had hoped for C (unless i have to count the one laoshi made all of us set) but everytime i think about how i wrote my whole zuowen out of point, i told myself i shd be glad i passed.

how now. should i do h1 chinese? people say i shdnt waste my time, others say i should do, esp since it's alot easier to score in it. but hey, chinese is chinese. how well can i do with zuowen, oral and listening compre? =/

if only we still had shou ce. i think i would be getting like at least a B3. ever since they did away with it, my marks like dropped 20 marks and more. whatever la i dun care already. i made the mark and so it calls for a celebration with my 2 d7 friends. and whoever else is in the club.
the d7 club:zach chair, nerissa vicechair! i'm like secretary or sth

math test on monday, geog i think on tues (whatever la he doesnt wanna call it a test so he calls it an exercise, but it's to TEST our understanding of the chapter) yea and the week after, chem and econs test. geog tnc rubbish due too.